Can't wait for the holidays. Lots of gifts too
I got into an accident on the way home from work tonight. I was at a light, saw it turn green, then the guy in front of me stopped and I got him. Not much damage done and no injuries. Hubby though, goes off on me calling me stupid and not paying attention. I feel bad enough as it is. He's more worried about the car than me. I think I have a right to be angry at him. All I wanted when I got home was a hug from him, but he was too mad at me to give me what I need. Makes me think leaving is the best option.
I caught an STD from having gay sex and am not out yet. My dad went through my documents and found the hospital letter. I am fucked up.
I'm a 6"2 hairy man in the motor trade which is so testosterone fueled. Tonight I am sleeping locked into two diapers, a pink girly onesie and knee socks with chastity. It feels wrong, but it feels like balm to the fake "manliness" required at work.
This has been the longest 24 hours in my life. I wonder why...
Im 18, single and virgin. was it wrong?
I knew someone years ago (6 years now).. since the first time i saw him i knew he was special.. i remember eveyday the day i saw him for the first time.. we were ao young.. god, i dont even know how to describe it.. because “love” is not enought.. he is the love of my life.. i can imagine my life without him anymore.. i breaks my heart everytime i think about my mother.. my dad died some years ago.. and i can imagine the pain that my mother carries on her heart.. because i know how much she loved my dad.. i would never be able to be happy again if i loose my men.. it just breaks my heart... my mom loved and still love my dad a lot!
I'm dog sitting for my sister in law until Sunday night or Monday morning. She gave me his crate and said he'd be fine in it while I'm at work. But it's so small. It's too small for him to have his food and water in there. He probably can't even stretch or move around a lot in there. He has separation anxiety. It's a new, strange place to him. He doesn't have any toys or comfort items except for his bed (which is definitely too big to fit in the cage). It just broke my heart wondering if I should put him in there today while I went to work. He's an animal but he still has thoughts and feelings and doesn't want to lay in a boring cage all day. So I took a risk and let him roam the house while I was gone. I closed off the doors I didn't want him getting into. I took him for two walks today (one as soon as I woke up and another before I left for work). I pulled the blinds up a little so he could see out of the windows without breaking the blinds. I put a towel under his water bowl and gave him fresh food and water. I put on Pandora right before I left. I knew the music would eventually shut off, but I didn't have time to find a CD. I just hoped by the time Pandora asked if I was still listening, he would be calmed down. I gave lots of hugs and kisses before I left and told him where I was going. I worried about him all day, wondering if I did the right thing and if he was ok. My mind went to the worst possible scenarios and it would be all my fault if something happened. But he was fine as far as I can tell. Nothing broken. No accidents in the house. He wasn't barking or whining when I left. The only sign of his anxiety that I can see is that he didn't eat much (if at all) while I was gone. Tomorrow while I'm gone, I'm going to put a CD on repeat or figure out the radio I never use. My only concern now is that if he doesn't use his cage while he's here, his mom might not be able to get him to use it when he's home. Also don't know if I can convincingly lie if she asks if he used his cage all week. I just couldn't bring myself to put him in that cage today. If he wrecked the house today, I would have to use it. But he was fine. I looked up advice on how to help a dog with separation anxiety and it sounds like I did everything right.
Any recommendation movies in German language? I'm learning deutsch now and I need some recommendations for improving my skills
Did i really get fucked by a 16 year old because i thought he was 19? Yes. Did i fall for his fuckboy number? Also yes. Do I want to die right now? Definitely.