I wanted to do something nice for my mom and my sister for mother's day/her birthday, so I got us all tickets to go see Pentatonix live in concert in a couple of weeks. We all love them and we've never all been to a concert together, so I thought it would be a fun experience. Plus my mom never gets to do anything fun, she's always working. And the concert happens to be on her day off. I'm really excited to surprise them with it... but now I'm anxious that my mom will be upset that I spent close to $100 on the tickets (which, for 3 people, isn't bad, but 100 bucks is 100 bucks) rather than happy about getting to go to the concert. It doesn't help that she had to pick up my dad's slack and pay the phone bill this month, so she's kind of stressed about financials. I can't refund these tickets, so now I'm afraid I'll upset her AND waste money if she refuses to go.
im not sure what is exactly i'm doing with my life. it feels like im just following what life must go. School, and then i'll get a job, i'll go marry someone, have kids, what a boring life
When I was 6 my mother's boyfriend sexually assaulted me more then once. She caught him and pulled him into another room once they were done talking she then pulled me into the room. Told me "Honey he was just being nice" "You love mommy and want to keep seeing her right, then this is gonna be our secret". I was forced to tell my step mom about when I was caught using drugs and she asked about my night terrors I said "yes" when she asked "were you sexually abused when you were younger" but that's as much as I confessed and refused to talk too much about it. I never reported it. I still remember his face, his name, the house, the couch, his dog, everything.
My cat is not a lap cat nor liked to be touched by humans. When a stranger visits our home, she hides. She's alright with the other members of my family at home, though she bites them when touched in a wrong area. I don't know why but when it comes to me, she doesn't care at all. I carry her, I snuggle with her, I pet her all the time even in her belly (most cat's Are of no touch zone). She's too comfortable with me. She likes to sleep next to me too. I adopted this cat and the first owner said, I was the first person who is a stranger that made her walk out from her blanket. When I adopted her, she didn't touched her blanket again. Although she still has fears about black colors and loud noises. She purrs when she sits next to me. And I love her too because she helped me from my depression.
I dont know.. maybe its bullshit.. i never told this no one.. I wann buy a sailboat.. a cheap one and the construct it like a home.. and live in it.. i dont have much money and sailboats are expensive as fuck.. i dont even know hot to sail.. but ist my dream.. every penny i have i put in my account to mai boat.. ita my life purpose.. withiut this drem i have nothing :/ and im soo afraid of working my whole life and never get my boat :/
I belong to devil and demons 😈
It isn't even funny how starved I am for physical contact. Not even sex. I just want someone to cuddle with me and listen to me talk at the end of my day.
Some asshole old geezers were trying to hit on my wife at her job at the convenience store. It's kinda funny the way the pattern develops. First they try and be nice. That gets them nowhere, so then they try being insulting and negging her. If you bever read POA books, negging is when you insult a girl to lower her self esteem before making another attempt at asking her out. It's really starting to piss me off. They see she has a ring, they don't care. Now that she's pregnant they are ALL pissed and grumpy. You won't respect a marriage, and you have the gall to be pissy when she is pregnant by her own husband? What utter scum.
I'm usually pretty submissive, but there's this one guy who I really want to dominate - if he'd let me, of course. I want to tie him up, all limbs spread, blindfold him and edge him for good hour of two. I'm dying to hear what kinds of sounds he would make~
My mom died when i was 18 and my dad just died this January. I'm 24 about to be 25 and i dont know...i hate feeling sorry for myself and it makes me never want to talk about it. It wouldnt fix anything. But my mom and I have birthdays 3 days apart we always celebrated together. Mothers day and fathers day is coming and i just dont know how to feel not many people can relate but they care. I just wanted to share that.