I stopped taking hormonal birth control last month. Right now, it's been 6 weeks and my period hasn't showed up yet. I already took a pregnancy test and It came back negative, apart from that I shouldn't be pregnant because I haven't done anything since I stopped taking it. I'm afraid that something might have happened to my body while taking the pill however, I can't go see a doctor because I have no money.
I'm really eager to get out of this house, but I'm afraid to move. I'm afraid that we won't be able to find anywhere I can keep my cat in his own space away from my mom and sister (they're allergic). And I'm afraid that I'm nowhere near ready to start living on my own if I can't find somewhere to live with my family. I'm 22 years old, but I feel like I'm still 12.
I was at work, annoyed by how one section of my bags didn't have a rubberband holding them in place so all the bags got stuck together when a customer tried to grab one. Then a panel behind my register fell down and a rubberband was behind it. It's a small miracle, or a sign of something.
So my family had a run in with a pedophile. The pedo and his wife joined a couples group that gets together and has ethnic food every weekend. For about a year I never really liked the guy. When he came over to our house he looked in the bedrooms, as if planning. Would frequently try to talk and play with the kids despite being about 50. My wife thought it was just because he was sad that his kids were moving out. One of them didn't even leave a forwarding address she just ghosted. You may have seen the Netflix movie Abducted in Plain Sight? He was clearly trying to apply similar grooming tactics. I have 2 young kids. He tried to make friends with me. Asking what sports team I liked so he could feign interest, asking me about politics so he could pretend to be "on the same side." He saw the arcade cabinet I'm building with my kids and offered me some of his kids old vintage videogames. He even tried to hit on my wife. Touching her hair and complimenting her cooking to the point it pissed off his wife. It pissed me off too. He would even pick up my kids and carry them around. Well, his eldest daughter filed a police report. He had to cop an Alfred plea to raping both his daughters since preschool. Now someone was suggesting we visit him in prison. Fugg that. I grew up poor, I know what prisoners do to pedos. If I'm visiting anyone, I'm visiting his cellmate to pass on what he's in for. They'll fix this problem real quick. Am I wrong here?
I'm happy thx u Jesus
I've been without my mom for six years. Her favorite roses were coral roses. The first year i lost her i was in the store and started crying and i looked over at this rose stand. All the flowers were red and pink, except the ones right next to me. They were coral, i looked all aroumd to see if i could find more. But there wasn't just the ones facing me. I was comforted. Today at a store, I was shopping and thinking of how i loathe mothers day. Just standing there thinking and i looked over and saw coral roses right next to me. Again none of the others were coral. I love you mom, Happy mothers day!
I really want to rant about how attractive my crush's hands are, so I'm gonna do it here where it's a bit less embarrassing than elsewhere. His fingers are so long and slender, his palms are wide and smooth, and the top of his ulna sticks out a little on his wrist which I find strangely pretty. The skin is pale, a bit pinkish. His fingernails are big and of round shape...they actually look a bit similar to mine (/)ω(\) The veins in his hands and arms stick out most of the time, and I don't know why but I really like how it looks. I've accidentally memorised some of the patterns on the backs of his hands where the veins are the most prominent... And I like watching him move his hands. Whether he just shoots a quick thumbs-up, shakes hands with someone or shuffles playing cards, those hands are always beautiful. One time I saw him rub his hands together for a second and a half and I almost died because I kind of want to rub his hand myself. He'd be creeped out to know about all this stuff I think about lol
I wanted to do something nice for my mom and my sister for mother's day/her birthday, so I got us all tickets to go see Pentatonix live in concert in a couple of weeks. We all love them and we've never all been to a concert together, so I thought it would be a fun experience. Plus my mom never gets to do anything fun, she's always working. And the concert happens to be on her day off. I'm really excited to surprise them with it... but now I'm anxious that my mom will be upset that I spent close to $100 on the tickets (which, for 3 people, isn't bad, but 100 bucks is 100 bucks) rather than happy about getting to go to the concert. It doesn't help that she had to pick up my dad's slack and pay the phone bill this month, so she's kind of stressed about financials. I can't refund these tickets, so now I'm afraid I'll upset her AND waste money if she refuses to go.
im not sure what is exactly i'm doing with my life. it feels like im just following what life must go. School, and then i'll get a job, i'll go marry someone, have kids, what a boring life
When I was 6 my mother's boyfriend sexually assaulted me more then once. She caught him and pulled him into another room once they were done talking she then pulled me into the room. Told me "Honey he was just being nice" "You love mommy and want to keep seeing her right, then this is gonna be our secret". I was forced to tell my step mom about when I was caught using drugs and she asked about my night terrors I said "yes" when she asked "were you sexually abused when you were younger" but that's as much as I confessed and refused to talk too much about it. I never reported it. I still remember his face, his name, the house, the couch, his dog, everything.