My father sometimes abuses me emotionally and then he tries to buy my love as if it were that easy...I know i react poorly sometimes because i hate men because i was molested by one at a young age and that's left me this way. But I'm in recovery and I'm trying to change! (I'm a dude in case you were wondering)
My spider sense is tingling...I'm just gonna ignore it tho :p
I've always wanted to run away, but my fear and guilt have always kept me from doing it.
i guess i am kind of arrogant....
From my point of view the humans are evil...
Seriously considering firing my parentz!
Yes I'm a hypocrite sometimes!
I think i'm just scared of women...
If I was to word this confession in the way I thought "proper", it would fall into the "Explicit" category, and I don't want to create an account just for that. So, let me try to say this in a not so explicit way. When I was 16, I had already had my 1st time, and I watched quite a bit of porn. It so happened that I started "dating" (as a 16 y/o would "date") this girl from school, also 16 y/o, and a virgin. SexEd in my country is basically taboo, if a school wants to give a SexEd class, they have to ask if the parents will allow their sons/daughters to attend such class. And this being a very conservative country, very few people allowed that. So, my then girlfriend was not very knowledgeable in the subject. So, I convinced her that "the other end" was how it's supposed to go. And so it happens that we had this relationship for almost 2 and 1/2 years, in which we... well, you can get the picture.
Many years ago, my little brother molested me. We were both kids. I was asleep on my bed, and I woke up to him laying on top of me, in only his underwear, sloppily kissing me with my shirt pulled up. He was groping whatever breasts I had developed and slobbering all over my face with his attempt at a kiss. I pretended to stay asleep because I didn't know what to do. Years later I finally told my parents because they didn't understand why I was so uncomfortable touching him in any way. And they didn't believe me. He tried to have sex with me while I was asleep (because 'rubbing tummies' is what he thought sex was at the time) and my parents don't believe it happened. And to this day they wonder why I don't like him.