Parents: *constantly minimize and downplay every single thing I'm proud of and every single thing I worry about* Also parents: "Maybe you might not be so depressed if you wouldn't downplay all of your accomplishments :/ " I don't understand how they can always tell me that none of my problems are important enough, that none of my efforts are good enough, that I am only mediocre in every way, for my entire life, and then wonder why I don't feel like I've done anything noteworthy, like nothing I've accomplished is worth mentioning, like none of my issues are significant enough to talk about. I don't understand why they constantly tell me I'm not good enough, and then wonder why I don't think I'm good enough.
I remember a time when I was little that I awoke one day and said "I'm alive!" and ran to my mother who was still sleeping and woke her up by repeating "I'm alive! I'm alive!" So, I wonder why was I thinking that. Was I a spirit of another person who wanted a second chance at life and found this body that I have and im acctully possessing this body and living someone else life?
Anyone else a late 90s-ish baby that still hasn’t seen and doesn’t really care for high school musical 3 but loved the previous two?
I think it was my older sister who messed me up as a small child. She experimented with me sexually, allowing me to look at and feel her breasts and butt. I think she tried to get me to do things to her vag too, but I wasn't interested at that young age, although I enjoyed the former. Now I think I have a fetish towards relatives, including my older sister and my cousins. Is this something that I can get rid of? It sucks being attracted to these people because I can never risk acting on it.
As a young lad, i had a power only a few boys my age had. I attracted older girls, in a way that was illegal when you think about it. The sad part is that i never properly used what god gifted me with. I was, like i am today, too dense to realize. looking back at it now, its kinda funny, but i cant say i have no regrets. Man, i should have used my chance when i had it.
when I was younger I wanted to be spiderman, but as I grew up that quickly changed. for so long i could never imagine being the good guy. i much prefer the idea of being the bad guy. I find beauty in chaos as well as peace. A city on fire with a red sky beautiful. the night sky with lot of stars beautiful. I dont know what that means about me. I feel it should mean something.
A few times at school back then I would spill water on the floor and other times I would know it's there an not tell people just for the fun of it seeing if people would slip and spill there food and ruin there nice clothes 😂😂😂
when I was in school man I skipped alot of classes and at all different schools lol nobody cared It was like I was invisible I didn't get in trouble much, ah those were the days.
I hate that my family has low expectations of me like when I was sick one time they thought I was pregnant lol they really don't think I will go far in life and I think so too it meh.
I kind of wish Facebook didn't ask "What's on your mind, Caitlin?", because 14-17 year old me took it literally. Just a stream of randomness from my mind no one commented on or liked. And a shit ton of obnoxious stuff about my now ex boyfriend that makes me cringe. I think I posted one time that my remote's batteries were dead. Who cared? Seriously, who?