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When members of my family would be particularly nasty to me as a child, I would steal random boxes from them, take the boxes into the shower, poop in them, and put them right back.
Sometimes look at my sister and i cannot believe that she's the favorite...
During my childhood, I was maybe 8-10 years old, I had a two year span where I had something in my foot. No idea what it was, maybe a little stone that was in my shoe and pinched through my skin, maybe some kind of wart, I really don't know. It hurt so much while walking that I started walking weirdly and couldn't run anymore. Imagine being a child and not being able to run. When all the others went playing and ran outside, I was walking behind them, always being late. I couldn't play a lot of games. It sucked. But did I tell anyone? No. I have no idea why I didn't tell my parents that my foot hurt, maybe I thought that it's nothing fixable or I was afraid of the doctor. However, when I got a little older (about 10, as I said), I one day decided to not live like this anymore, got some pointy tweezers and... you know, got the thing out. I basically performed a small surgery on myself. It was gross, it hurt, it healed and I don't have problems anymore. But this whole thing... I don't know, it's so weird. Thinking back now, I can't believe that I actually did this. Especially living with it for 2 years.
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Weird parents honestly. I notice every single detail about my kids. Even when they try to be brave and hide a tooth ache or a hurt foot.
I spent almost two years with a super infected ingrown toenail because I was traumatized by the last time I had to go to the doctor for an ingrown toenail (we went to a hospital, not a specialist, and they fucked everything up). My sister finally told them, and they forced me to go to the doctor- which went much better this time- and he said if I had waited much longer they would have had to cut my toe off, and I could have even died.
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Don't mess with me i know how to wipe out all life on this planet...Jk.....
My mom went to have surgery...This is definately messed up but i kind of hoped that she'd die.....
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You have a better shot of getting hit by a purple car than dying in surgery. It’s rare. Statistically super-rare
Whatever she did to you to make you feel this way... I'm sorry. You deserve better.
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I hate that marijuana- the smell, the sight, even discussion of it- triggers my anxiety by causing me to think of all the hell my pothead dad put me through.
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me too. and now it's legal in some US states and I can't do anything about it.
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Here's a thing. The thing I noticed about depression, I know that my depression is bad and the reason is because I grew up having hypersensitive personality. Childhood wise, I grew up always being provoked to get mad and I guess that's something that I brought with me until I get older. I don't know how to explain it but that's my childhood. It is complex and full of manipulation and emotional abuse and I let that go but the attitude and subconscious growth emotions are something I still brought in with me until the time I got older (Which is now). And now, I get hurt easily when people say stuff and I get mad and I become grumpy and mad at the world and wanted to kill people who do that stuff to me. And when I say kill, I' feel like smash their heads to the ground. And now, I'm still paranoid that people talk and say stuff to me. I'm mad always mad. And deep inside I'm very sad and empty. And now, I'm a person with ambition and dreams and would just like to pursue that. But it's hard sometimes and I feel like time goes by sooo fast and I'm getting tired. And I just wanted a break from people, and the things I do. I just want to lie in the bed and stare at nowhere. I want to sleep fast and never wake up. But at the same time, I wanted a time where i can love myself and be strong and be the light and just meet good people already. Socialize... BUt where can I find good people? Everyone seems so intimidating and hating and mean.
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it sounds like you need to start with some counseling or deep inner work on your own to heal your past before you start trying to build relationships again. if you dont deal with that first, you wont recognize good people when you do meet them because you will be too focused on finding something wrong with them
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