I used to eat paper when I was a kid.
Once in 5th grade, a teacher started screaming at me for saying something harmless under my breath. He was taller than me by at least a foot and a half. I was already scared of men because of my father, so this terrified to the point that I was crying and couldn't breath. He saw this and didn't even care.
When I was a kid, I used to make mudcakes by the hose, and make little 'rivers' in the dirt when it rained. Mum always got mad at me for doing it, but it was so much fun. I wish I could be a child and do innocent things like that again.
Seeing all of the girls that I wished I had fucked become moms feels... Bittersweet.
I've faced traumatic experiences when I was a child. I can even remember them. But why is it that unlike other people, it seems like I don't care at all? I mean, I can recall feeling terrified to the point of wheezing and trembling. But when I recall it now, I feel nothing. I'm even good with the person who sexually harrassed me. Why? I feel numb most of the time.
my dad molested me. I don't tell anyone because otherwise he's a good dad and I know it's bad but it felt good.
when i was a kid,me and my friends we put our shits in a each plastics and wait for a bus and throw it, its splashes.
The primary reason for why I don't want kids is because of what I was like as a kid. I remember so many instances of me breaking my mom's heart, of me being cringey and embarrassing, and just being rude and hard to handle. I have no idea how my mom managed to still love me after this, but she's generally just born to be a mother. I, on the other hand, don't see myself having mother instincts, and if my kid was like what I used to be like... I don't know if I could handle it.
I used to fuck a nurse during my 20s and i didnt show her respect at all. She was blonde, slim and contrary to that she had nice boobs and ass. Everytime we met, we were fucking like porn stars. I watched porn and applied on her and she never said no. That was really really amazing at that time. I had to leave her finally as i had found better girls. I hope that our roads do not cross during this fuckinh corona thing!
I remember when I used to wait for my step sister to be don't showering, so when she went back to her room is sneak outside to her window and watch her get ready all naked with her DD boobs looking scrumptious as fuck and I'd sit, watch, and masturbate to her sext naked body🙊🤫