I can't be around my mother. I shut down or have a meltdown!
Sometimes i feel i would have been better off an orphan...
I hurt others because I've been hurt in ways no one ever deserves to be hurt...That is my pain...This is my truth...
'If i havent the courage to face this demon how can i ever hope to face him!'
you know how blood drys brown? when I got my period for the first time I thought i pooped my pants
when I was 10 I thought bras were called zucchinis
I lie because you really don't want to hear the truth!
I whimper a lot...On the inside.....
Singing along to Linkin Park songs :c
I sometimes feel bad when I just didn't see the hints she gave me. She once openly told me she likes me and I just brushed it of with a laugh. Yup I'm an asshole. She wwasn't a bad girl. She took me everywhere she went. We were play mates and she used to come to my home to pick me up to go to her play area. We weren't even 16 but we could had been the best bf-gf ever if we had it together now. IDK what to do now. I'm finding everywhere I could for her now. I lost the touch with her when we became 18. She was sad then. I hope I find her.