I am pretty sure that my parents gave me anxiety. I used to be a rather anxious child, one of those children who would hesitate to play with stranger kids or didn't want to be far away from mommy. But after all, I was just a child like every introverted person once was. Normal. However, my parents didn't seem to like that. Whenever I was a little afraid of something, they got mad at me. I remember the first time I wanted to have ice cream and instead of buying me one, my mom told me to ask the ice cream man myself. I said no at first, because I was afraid of such a new situation. But my mom got angry, telling me that it meant no ice cream for me. I started to cry a little. Then, my mom and dad made fun of me for crying over it. They always did this, making fun of me together, whenever I was afraid of a new situation. I don't think they meant to hurt me with it, but I perceived it as really bad and humiliating. It made me be afraid of ever trying anything, because I just couldn't try new things without showing my fear of it. Now I am 20 years old and whenever there's something I have to do that makes me a little nervous, I procrastinate it until the latest possible point, even if it means never doing it. I have anxiety and depression. I know my parents didn't do it on purpose. But I still notice how I am starting to hate them for it.
I know a lot of Martial Arts. Like Kung-fu, Tai-Chi, Karate, Kung Pao, Praying Mantis, Panda Express. I even know some Mexican Judo like Judo know who you're messing with Holmes!
Sorry for complaining about my Mum all the time. I just hate the bitch.....
My mum has screwed me up so bad ,I'm scared to ever have kids of my own!
Why am i always doubting myself...
Turning off Humanity in...3....2.....1.....Ah much better, i don't even care that I've been disowned or that my friend killed himself......FML.....
The second i move out I'm getting a restraining order!
Idk why I hated PE growing up. I was that one kid with that chilll mom who always wrote fake letters for me in why I had to sit out 😂
Naruto Ost > Shippuden Ost
I'm not allowed to have my blinds open at any point in a day :/ or my mom and dad scream at me. I feel so sexualized