i dont need therapy but i've always been curious about therapists. when a therapist needs therapy themselves would they just refuse to go to one since they already know and can predict the ins and outs of the session? do they come home with an emotional baggage of their clients? how do they deal with it? do they get emotionally attached to their patients? do they learn how to emotionally shield themselves between them and their clients so they won't risk of crying? do they have the urge to cry in sessions? and yeah i get the whole thing of 'professionalsm' and the idea of barricading work and life but if you look at it at a more personal and human aspect it must've taken a toll to their mental health, its kind of ironic. and to think they go by with this on a daily basis like, im just amazed by them and i dont think we give them enough credit
I fucking hate April Fool's Day. I don't know why it's a "holiday". Whatever it started as, it's now just a day for people to see what lies they can get away with and what shitty "pranks" they can pull. It's just a day to be mean. And for people like me who can't tell when people are joking or being serious, and people with social anxiety, this day is hell. I have to stay off the internet and avoid people entirely because I can't trust anyone not to lie to me. But I can't avoid work, and I'm dreading it. My coworkers especially like to mess with me because they know I can't tell when they're being serious. It pisses me off. It's so draining.
So my coworkers are discussing their plans for winning the lottery and I'm the odd one. Woman says, "I'm gonna donate to the animal shelters." Man says, "I'm gonna buy all the cars and guns I always wanted." I'm all like, "I'm going to buy a pirate ship and a Blimp, combine them into an airship, and rule the air with my team of sky-pirates (or Skyrates for short)" I guess there are 2 kinds of people in the world.
I'm excited to start my new job tomorrow. The commute is great, very relaxing type of drive. Only thing I'll have to watch out for is school buses if I'm going to work around pickup or drop off times. It's in a town I've never been to until the interview so I'm excited to explore it after work one day. The store seems pretty relaxed from both times I've been there. The managers were nice. I hope I succeed there. I know it's going to be rough some days. But I want to stay there and do a good job. I don't want to go back to my old job.
My place of employment is always getting robbed...Yikes...
My friend (and research partner) and I currently partner with the same center. She will be graduating on May while I still have six months/a year to go. Our supervisor offered her a full time job starting June and now I'm very insecure. When we work together we complement each other, she's the type A and I'm a type B; however, I believe she is the better half. I've pulled my act together this past few years but I'm still a very scattered type of person. I'd also really love to work with our supervisor once I graduate, however, I don't think he will have a need for me once she's there. I feel really anxious and helpless. I don't know who to talk about or what to do. I feel like I have no skills and will probably end up working a mediocre job that won't make me happy. I feel as if my ambitions are like water and I'm trying to grab them with my bare hands.
I was captioning a video and someone said something over someone else. I need to caption everything said but I couldn't understand what she said. I started looking for the captions button before I realized, "Oh dang, that's me. I'm the caption person".
I just had a job interview I feel good about. I really, really hope I get it. The interviewer told me about their benefits and attendance policy as if I was hired so hopefully she didn't tell me all that for nothing.
Sometimes i jut want to tell my work colleagues how much i hate them all! Im always smiling at work but inside im just cooking my own blood and thinking “you son of a bitch, piece of shit, want to slap your face with a hammer”
I was so happy when i got this job.. it turned out as a fucking nightmare!!! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it! The worse thing is that i refused another job because of this shit :/.. maybe was the other better (or even worse! I will never know) Im just pissed of :/