I need money bad and get my shit together. Or else I'll became homeless whem my mother won't be around. It's terrifying!
For a little over a week now I have been having both sexual and casual relationship dreams about a newer coworker of mine and it is killing me!!! I can barely be around him at work without getting all flustered and the worst part is is that I dont want to like him! hes a great guy and all but I have been with my current bf for almost three years and I love him dearly and nothing is wrong with our relationship! So Im confused to why I am even having these dreams about someone else when I am happy with what I have?? and I just want it to stop!!
I am in a loving committed relationship. Things are great sexually and emotionally, and we have been together 2+ years. I have been having very sexual (and some cute) dreams about a new coworker of mine and I can't get him out of my head!!! I have never had this problem before and I can not even be around this guy without stuttering and going red... its been every night for at least a week now... what is wrong with me and how do I make it stop????
H.ello. E.motions get in the way at times. L.aughing is getting harder and harder each day. P.anic rises in me for the smallest things. M.y memory is failing me. E.njoyment can only be found in instruments.
I hate when people read out loud what I have written. I cringe really hard where it physically hurts me. Even when I'm confident of what I have written!! I just tune out what they say but I still wince.
I want to learn Spanish so I can talk with customers who don't speak a lot of English. My store has a lot of Spanish speaking customers, way more than I expected for the area. I want to be able to have a conversation with them. Tell them important information. Understand what they're asking for if they don't have someone who speaks English with them. I think there's 4 employees in my store who speak Spanish fluently, and that's because they were raised in a Spanish speaking home. My company offers free Rosetta Stone after 3 months employment. I really want to use that now that I'm eligible. If I get promoted to manager one day, I want to be the one that can communicate with all of our customers. I took 3 years of Spanish in high school and don't remember any of it. I remember the numbers up to 100, basic colors, and the months. I can follow along with someone counting their money but that's about it. If someone needs to show their ID for alcohol or tobacco, I want to say it to them nicely, not just scream "ID! ID! Identification!" like my CSM did to someone who clearly didn't understand.
My boyfriend went to an open interview/job fair event at the place where we used to work. They denied him because he worked there two years ago and was fired for attendance because he got sick during training. He had the stomach flu! He was throwing up. Since the bathroom is halfway across the building from the training room, and you have to go through the break room where people eat, you really don't want someone throwing up there. People who were fired for misconduct and fraud got to come back after a year. I knew a girl who either quit or got fired, but still got to come back to the same project because her mom is a manager. I was fired for not meeting sales metrics for months and they still told me to reapply for another project in only 2 months. It's been well over 2 years and the attendance from illness was the only issue. The only reason he was in training at the time (and had stricter attendance rules) was because the project he was working for ended and they had to move everyone from that project to something else. He had no control over that and barely any warning it was happening. Good riddance to them. I'm never going back, unless it's the absolute last resort.
I love writing, and force myself to write at least a page perday. But these days, I just sitting in front of my laptop and digging a deep hole inside my head with nothing comes up, like my brain being dried up for no reason. Maybe I don't get much inspiration, maybe I just not in the mood. I don't know. And it's obviously start to driving me crazy!!
Didn't get out of work until 12:30 am last night (8 1/2 hour shift). Back today at 5:45 am today (8 hour shift). Didn't get any sleep last night. Running on adrenaline and energy drinks. Fully planning on taking a nap in my car either during lunch or after work. Also my first time opening being an opener here. Pray for me y'all.
I'm so pissed. We made the announcement at work that the store was closing in an hour, 45 minutes, 30 minutes, 15 minutes, 10 minutes, and 5 minutes. I made the final we're closed everyone to the front at this time message, and checked out what I thought were the last two groups in the store. Someone else came up there 10 minutes after close, took their sweet ass time even getting something on the belt, went through every item trying to decide what to keep, then wanted to me do the whole transaction over to get the voided stuff off the receipt. No! I can explain every void, show you what was voided and why, there is no fucking reason to redo the whole cart. I did not want my manager to approve the abort transaction. Just get what's on there or leave it. If it's not necessary in the next day or whenever you can get back and you're over budget, just take stuff off until you're in budget. And next time, when I say we're closing I mean now, not browse around for another 10 minutes. Next time I do the "we are now closed" announcement, I'm adding "I need everyone to the front of the store at this time, no exceptions". I hate to sound rude, but everyone else got done and out of the store on time. Get to the store earlier or shop online. If you're waiting in line before closing time and the line is just long, fine, I don't mind. For the past two months we've stopped being 24/7, I've never seen anyone so blatantly ignore that we are past closing time. Even people who barely speak English understand when we're closing and they hurry to checkout. I sincerely hope that person doesn't do that again. I'd be fine if I never see them within an hour of closing again.