I like my job. I really do. But dear God I'm tired of being exhausted all the time. I'm just ready for my body to get used to the hard work. I'm so tired and sore all the time.
The next few weeks literally decide about life or death. If i fail this exam, its over. i quit. I was working for 12 hours today. my hands feel numb and im still lightheaded.
I'm currently on a 1 month leave because of a surgery. The problem is that I am not paid during this leave and I don't have any money left. The sickness assistance that I filed in the government is going to be delayed according to the person who's processing it. Also, my partner's salary is not enough to support us. I don't know what to do anymore!
I've had customers complain to me before about getting agents who are in India or the Philippines and having a heavy accent. And honestly, I wish people wouldn't whine about it. They are trained just like I am, they speak English, and I'm not going to sympathize with you about their accent. It would be highly unprofessional and rude of me. It's an accent, get over it. If you come on the line and say "Oh thank god, you're American", I'm gonna skim right over that racism and move on to something relevant. Please don't try to get me, or any other agent, or any other agent to agree with you on that. The Quality people reviewing the calls could be Filipino or Indian. The agent you're speaking to may be Filipino or Indian but not have a strong accent, or have friends and family who are. Either accept that this world is huge and made up of people from all over who don't sound like you, or stick to chat support.
Im really sad right now :/ I cabt find a job.. i cry everyday..i feel shit most of the time. I lie to my family everyday when they ask if im ok.. i smile all the time so people thinks that im really ok :/ i dont want them to know that im dying inside :( i was at the doc.. they told me i dont have depression and that im just pissed of. He gave me medicine to precent that i do bevome a depressive person.. i have to take ghat for 20 days.. im so shitty that i lie to myself that im ok and do not take the medicine :/.. i dont even know why im afraid to take this shit medicine.. im fucking confused.. somedays i try to sleep just to have the feeling that i dont have to think anymore.. fuck -.- i dont know.. sometimes i think im gonna explode :/ sorry for poor english.. its not my mother tongue
Everyday I always have to remind myself that children born in the year 2001 to 2008 are not infants, babies, and toddlers anymore. They have this personality I used to have. That I'm already 25 and no longer a teenager and is old and married to a guy I used to think of, as some boy who barely have a muscles and the little thing I carry everyday is my baby and the place I see everyday is my workplace not school. And the guy I stand to is my colleague not my teacher. That Lady Gaga is kinda irrelevant now and the IPhone 1 I had is considered vintage (even vintage with my flip phone) that it's 2018 and 2008 happened long time ago.
I wanted to know how did you find out what job or degree you want to pursue. I am struggling as I don't know what to take in college/university. My hobby is painting and cooking yet family said I'll be just a waiter/everyone's servant or painting is nothing. They want me to be a doctor or an auditor. I don't know what to take so if anyone can share how did you found the right job/degree/career, I am thankful.
Why does it feel like, life is like Metropolis? I don't know if a lot of other people feel the same; but I feel like I go to work with energy, and I come home feeling I don't have any energy to spare, for an enjoyable ending, to my day.
I left early from work, wednesday. I usually don't mind being in the building and working. I am usually in a good mood. I just didn't want to be there. I left less than an hour of working. I came home, ate something, and slept. I am already off today. I am just going to rest as much as possible.
My team lead said if I can get my stats to goal next biweekly, he'll make me a floor walker. It's time off the phone to walk around and help people with their questions. I know my stuff. I did really well on the assessments in training and when people ask him questions during our coachings I usually know the answers. I like feeling needed and getting to show off what I know. My stats just need to get where they need to be. I'm so close too. I really want this. I think there's a raise for time you're floor walking, but I really just want to help people out with what I know. And if I decide that I want to be a team lead or a trainer, floor walking will be a nice stepping stone for either option.