In less than a month, a change in the administration is going to happen, and I have been developed an eating disorder these past months, I wake up at 2 am over a dream in which my boss said that the labor contract negotiations have gone wrong after a good deal, because a co-worker starts to yell at the table that was so unfair... I just to eat something just to fill the stress and the fear of not knowing what is going to happen.
Today at work I was looking over some applications for trainee positions, and when I read that the first applicant was born in 2002, I thought what the hell, why is a 5 year old applying for a job? Then I realized. I'm old now.
I hate when I'm trying to talk to a customer, they start talking over me, so I stop and let them talk, then they say "Hello?! Are you still there?". Yes, I was just letting you talk. Are you going to say something or can I say the thing I've been trying to say?
Is it really that hard to resign? I mean, they kept telling me to rethink of my decision. Even if I already gave my final answer, they're pursuing me not.
I hate feeling this alone. I'm in a house full of people, but due to our opposing schedules, I feel just so... isolated. Third shift life sucks. I hate being by myself all the time. I miss my family and my friends. But I don't have any other options right now.
I love how the store manager show hospitality to the walk in customers whe he doesn't have to, helping carrying some trays in a self service restaurant, even going out and bringing us some tid bits. Most of the time, they are either hiding in the back or doing some book keeping or the most just say hi and do some marketing. This kind of attitudes is so rare .
Men with butt plugs yikes, why? I know the male g spot is supposedly in their butt but what the actual fuck. A male acquaintance was talking about his butt plug and I was speachless
A few weeks ago my brother asked me about this line across my ankle that looks like a rope ligature and I remember it being sore before...but I didn't know about anything happening. I just made something up because I didn't want to look dumb. Now I remember it was this company who had some construction workers I rejected. They gained access to my apt when I was sleeping and drugged me??? I remember I couldn't move or open my eyes but I heard em talking about my body and taking pics. I heard the noises. Idk what they did else...I think licked me.
I am wired and cannot go to sleep. It's 3:14 am eastern standard time. I have to get ready for work by 6:00 am.
If you like me, please tell me. You have to understand that I'm not in a position to tell you first, but I'm trying to make it as subtly apparent as I can. I get the feeling you might actually feel the same way I do, but we'll never know if you don't bring it up. If I say something first, I could ruin everything. But you won't. It has to be you. I'm begging you, make the first move if you really feel the way I think you do.