Maybe I am too young to be on here since I am only ten but something really bad happened to me yesterday. My parents are far away right now and aren’t coming back for another week. Because of this my cousin who is 19 is staying at our house to take care of me and my brother who is 12. And I’m a boy too by the way. All day yesterday my cousin said I was misbehaving and that if I didn’t stop misbehaving he would punish me. I didn’t know what I was doing wrong but he kept saying I was being bad. Then later when I spilled water on the table by accident that’s when he really went crazy. He said he had enough and took me to the basement and told me to stay there until he told me to come out. So I stayed in the basement for a really really really long time. Like for an hour. And when I couldn’t take it anymore I came out. When he saw me he started screaming saying that I wasn’t supposed to come out until he said so. I said sorry but he dragged me back to the basement by my hair and I was crying and I kept saying I was sorry. Then in the basement he tied me up to this pipe with a metal wire to make sure I wouldn’t come out this time. It hurt a lot and the wire was sharp and it cut me and made my wrists drip blood. Then he was screaming about how I’m stupid and a lot of other stuff I’m not allowed to say. He started spanking me so hard that it gave me bruises and I started crying even harder. And I never cry when other people spank me. Then he unzipped his pants and he started doing something weird. I don’t know what he was doing but when he finished he started peeing on me but it was weird because it wasn’t like normal pee. It was different. It was so gross I seriously wished I wasn’t alive anymore. Then he left and didn’t come back until the next morning. And I only know it was the next morning because after he untied me and took me upstairs the clock on the microwave said 10 am. So yeah. And he said to just forget about everything that happened and to never talk about it to anyone. I am really really mad and I hate him for doing that but I am more afraid than mad. And he is not letting me call my parents on the phone. He hit me when I tried calling. He has started being mean to my brother too but not as bad as he was with me. I am so scared he will go crazy like that again and have no idea what I should do. I don’t want to stay with this person for a entire week. I had no idea he was so scary.
It's kind of gross when I hear someone at work use the bathroom but not wash their hands. The sink, soap, paper towels, and hand sanitizer are all automatic and make noise when you use them. If there's only two of us in there, I can plainly hear you doing your business and walking straight out. I get it when you need to get back to work asap and don't have time to wash your hands, but at least get hand sanitizer. It takes a second to use.
I've been a loner for years. I'm used to it and don't even want to connect with others. I have a feeling I should though, because my social skills aren't good and everyone keeps talking about how important networking is in the professional world. But wouldn't it be insincere to try to make friends with someone when you're not interested in them in the slightest?
I always run into my boss in the least appropriate moments. One time, I called in sick for a week. In the middle of this week, it was a Saturday evening, I was standing at a bus stop when he suddenly drove by me in his car (he saw me). I had run out of tea and didn't want to spend all Sunday without tea, so I had decided that a quick trip to the store would maybe even be good for my sickness. But for my boss it probably looked like I was driving to a party or something. I didn't talk to him about it because I figured it would sound like a fake story. Then, another time, just after arriving at work, I noticed I had forgotten my keys at home. Since my wife is home in the morning when I'm at work, but is at work later when I come home, my coworker (higher rank than me) allowed me to quickly go back home. Of course, just when I came back, I ran into my boss, for whom it looked like I had come almost an hour late to work. But we couldn't explain to him what actually happened because my coworker didn't want to get into trouble for sending me home, which he actually isn't allowed to do. After the third incident, I'm now almost sure that it's no coincidence, but that the universe must hate me. We all have a key for the office, where my boss keeps his personal stuff as well as expensive tools and machines and such. We are meant to use the keys during work when we need one of those, but of course aren't meant to just freely walk in any time we want. One time, I had forgotton my wallet in there, so I went back late in the evening to fetch it. I had even tried to call my boss to inform him, but he hadn't picked up. It was already dark and I couldn't find the light switch (I later found out it was outside, not inside of the room), so I went to my bosse's desk and switched on the desk lamp. My boss apparently had just left and saw the light from outside, so he came back in. He walked in right when I leaned over his desk to switch off the light. This time, I was able to explain what was going on, but I guess in combination with the other incidents, it just made me look bad anyways.
I want to do something ordinary like cleaning for a living. A simple life is a happy life for me.
I got booked for a job last minute and had to send the signed working contract to another city (where the company boss is). They were supposed to send it back to me, signed, but it didn't arrive yet. Without a formal contract, I won't get payed. Problem is that the job was on a weekend, means I couldn't call anyone to ask whether I should go to work or not - so I just went, worked all day (10 hrs) without even knowing if I'm getting payed for it. Also, in case I'm not, it was illegal to work and I could get sued (probably not, but could happen).
I shouldn't have went to university when I knew that I don't want to study this. Idiot. I should've kept the job I had and went to get a degree on that field.
most hateful words for today : childish, unprofessional, sulking, panicking
I'm tired...I really want to take off this masks..at least just for a while..
my boss want me to take more job, as an addition to my job as operator, he wants me to work as a teacher too..I'm cool with that as long as I get a raise too.. let's be honest.. i'm a professional, my work here based on my salary..not based on loyalty or friendships, for me those things are just a bonus...sorry for being realistic but I can't eat or buy things I need with loyalty or friendships