((EXPLICIT)) I realized that I have a kink for being told what to do during sex. The idea of a roleplay with my partner being in charge, him telling me to call him "sir" and having complete control over me, is so fucking hot. Imagining him saying things like "You like knowing you're getting fucked by your boss?" or "Be a good girl and come for me..." gets me so wet. Even the thought of him leaving part of his uniform on is so sexy! ...I just wish I had a partner to do it with.
I really think my crush is showing me signs he likes me, but my anxiety and social awkwardness make me wonder if I'm misinterpreting, or if my confirmation bias is just making me believe that the things he's doing mean something. Maybe he's just being nice and I just don't understand human social interaction enough to know the difference. Or maybe he really does like me but all this self doubt will hold me back from him and I'll miss my chance. I wish I didn't have anxiety. I hate always being afraid or doubtful.
I'm afraid to lose my job because I'm sick too often. Theoretically they can't fire you because of that and my bosses aren't assholes, but the problem is that I practically can't do my job properly if I'm not there for a certain amount of days, at least in their opinion. Which is a reason for firing me that I can't argue with.
I don't feel like going to work anymore.. I need a different job.
Evan, I know you'll never see this because I strongly doubt you use this stupid app. But since I'm too scared to say anything to your face... I have to tell you somehow. That girl you work with? She likes you. A lot. She brings you food all the time because she knows it'll make you smile. She said she liked the color of your hoodie, but the truth is, she meant she likes that color on you. She always remembers every little thing you say you like- Dr. Pepper is your favorite drink. Sweetarts are your favorite candy. Velociraptors are your favorite dinosaur- or at least your favorite real one. Your favorite is actually the Indominus Rex. You always sneak up on her and catch her singing Taylor Swift songs; did you know that, in her eyes, most of them are about you? She gets so excited to come to work every day just because she gets to see you there. All she wants is to hold your hand when she walks beside you, to give you a hug when she says goodbye. All she wants is to love you. And she thinks you might actually like her back. Do you?
my job gave me a supervizer postion and im acctuly more trouble then I am helpful. I count my drawers wrong or take forever doing it, i keep my employees longer then i need to after close cause they cant leave till I'm done and its always my fault we get out so late. Our store was almost completly dead and we should have been done by at least 10:20 but we didnt leave til 10:40 cause i always mess up on my money. im ready for them to say "f♡ck it, you are no good." and put me back to a basic employee. I fel like i did everything right befor i got promoted..
Timing is a bitch. I was late by only 5 days and this perfect girl is now gone forever.
I’m going go be irritated all morning. Something is wrong with my phone and I missed a very important call. I charged it over night, was 100% when I woke up this morning. I checked my emails and saved all the important dates in my calendar. My phone dropped to 65% just from that. I checked the info under battery in settings and it said 12 minutes of screen time 0 min background time and email was the only thing showing battery usage. I plugged my phone back in before my shower and it was completely dead. I missed an important call from my boss to get my schedule change approved to work today instead of tomorrow. Now I missed the cutoff period, have to wait almost 3 weeks for a rescheduled appointment I needed to go to tomorrow, woke up 4 hours early for nothing and now probably need to buy a new phone. It’s only 6:34am and my day has already started out in the shit bucket.
Every day lately, I dread getting ready for work. I get a stomach ache and nauseous. I really consider calling out just because I can more often than I should. If I didn't need every hour I can get on the paycheck, I'd call out at least once a month. I wish I could stay home today. But I know it's not that bad. I know as soon as I call out, I'll feel better pretty much instantly. There's no overtime available for me to make up the hours and we're struggling as it is.
so I just started trying to break into a new industry (a STEM field) . One of the guys in the small network I've generated since asked me out. up until then, I swore he was only professionally interested. now my friends are like, date him! he's in the industry! he can get you a job! but lol would he? I don't think so. Every time I try to buckle down and focus I have to remind myself and the men that I'm actually trying to work and not just date. he's cute and I'm flattered though but eventually this will be distracting and possibly unnecessary drama.