I kinda enjoy catfishing people, idk I find it fun. I've secretly catfished people for years now, it's always been fun, pretending to be someone that I'm not, usually I don't get in actual relationships with them, again they're at the most Fwb. I pretend to be from different countries and pretend to be from different backgrounds than what I actually am. Because I hate myself, I hate my ethnicity, I hate everything about me. I'm discriminated against everyday and it's just a really stupid way to forget about it so I sext people pretending to be some random girl that I'm not. I would stop, but I'm addicted to the fantasy. I like lying about myself. I know that I'm a bad person. :/
Over the past few months I have watched negative viewing material. It had made me depressed, but had a hard time stopping. Little by little, I had replaced what I was viewing, with more educational, creative and positive entertainment. I also began to read more books and arts a crafts. I feel a lot better than I did. I'll try to keep it up! 🙂 If you have any positive hobbies or entertainment, let me know. I'd like to read them. (Nothing negative, X-rated or violent) Thank you!
Am i a Cheater? I have a Boyfriend since over half a year.. in the first 2 months it wasn't very good and i wrote with someone on Instagram, not with the intention to flirt or anything, he started to flirt with me and asked me for pics but i didn't reply to his flirts, rather asked him about his job, that was the reason i messaged him, when he kept asking for nudes and replying with flirty shit i blocked him and deleted everything.. past 2 weeks were shit again, it's better now but i was bored so i went on a fake discord account and joined servers with nudes from celebs, mainly girls but there were also some from male users, i didn't find it hot or anything, didn't do anything, left and logged off and never went back to it since then.. am i a cheater?
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I actually showed my beautiful indian wife's pics to few of my friends.... They liked it and commented bout it. My wife didn't know anything about it or suspected anything.... WOW...!!!😯
I lied about my age online and ended up sexting with someone (them not knowing my real age) over the course of 4 days and ended up feeling a real connection. We both said incredibly explicit things to each other while we both got our rocks off too. I told them yesterday and I feel horrible because they never deserved to be lied to. They said I was the same age as their sister and they just couldn't continue talking to me (which is obviously understandable). But I will never understand how I could act so compulsively in that moment without really thinking about the consequences. I've since deleted that social media account entirely along with our messages to each other. I feel horrible and I never want to hurt someone like that again, but I'm afraid I will. I'm scared and I want to fix myself but don't know how.
I'm bisexual but I'm scared to come out. My husband would probably be ok with it. One of his best friends is a lesbian and he knows I'm a big LGBTQ+ supporter. I think he already gets a vibe I'm attracted to girls. I'm just scared to tell him when I say "I'd go gay for _____", it's not a joke. If we weren't together and I wasn't hiding in the closet, there are several women I would completely fall in love with. But I'm scared. Once I say it, I can't take it back. And my family is a pretty conservative, Christian, Republican bunch. There's one cousin who I know would be okay with it because she's a liberal, Democrat, and best friends with at least one gay person. That cousin, her husband, and their grown kids would totally be okay with it. But everyone else...probably not so much. As far as I know, I'm the only non straight person in the whole family (including my husband's family). I don't even **need** to come out. I'm not leaving my husband for a woman or anything. I could live as a passing for straight woman for all my life and nothing would change. But I don't want to hide this part of me. But I also don't want to ruin my relationship with all of my family so I can tell them "Hey, I'm attracted to girls especially blondes with short hair". I don't know what's worse: Coming out to my Mawmaw and Grandma and having them reject me; or never coming out to them, they die, and I'm left wondering if they would've accepted me and should've known. For now, I think I might only come out to my husband and maybe some coworkers if it comes up in conversation. And maybe that one cousin, but we don't talk that much.
So Me and my sister have an abusive mom, our dad and step mom are no better. Our mom is emotionally abusive and manipulative, she is diagnosed with BPD but refuses to take medication for it because she doesn't want to, but I don't really know if I should consider her a bad person because I wanna be empathic towards her but at the same time she has destroyed many things in my life. Me and sister are teaming up behind her back to move out eventually in the next few years, although freedom is so close, it feels wrong at the same time. When I get somewheres where I'm on my own or with my sister, I won't know what to do with myself because I've been walking on eggshells for my entire life avoiding getting shit from any of my parental figures in my life, they claim that I should appreciate them because they are my parents but I have a hard time doing that, not because I'm incapable, mainly because I have a hard time appreciating people that have done very little to help me out in life. lol. idk if I'm an ableist for calling my mom a bad person but... damn... if I am Im sorry.
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