girl for a talk?🙂 m19 here🖐🏻
Valentine's Day is not popularly celebrated in my boyfriend's country. Only like a very few do so I am expecting nothing on the 14th. Just a regular day even though it is an opposite in my country
For me, fake breasts (if obviously fake) are as unattractive as a hairy men's chest. I don't find them sexy at all and I don't understand why so many men apparently do, why almost every porn star or Playboy cover girl has them. I don't say this to shame girls who have fake tits; they probably couldn't care less whether I personally like their breasts. It's just a mystery to me how anyone can.
I grew up in the US and I hated it there. It's so hard to make friends.. for introverts... I'm always lonely and depressed and life is very demanding. When I moved in the Philippines, it was easy to connect with people "in person". Yeah the country can be unsafe, and can be damn humid but I love the people here. The people that I met somehow cured my depression. Yeah bad health care as well but I love it here! I love the food, the culture, events, and I can live by the limitations of that from the first world country. I dont really care what my parents think, I live my Filipino heritage and their social connection. Something considered awkward when I was in the US.
I hate randomly waking up after only a few hours of precious sleep, and despite trying, being unable to fall asleep again. I'm so exhausted that my head hurts, I feel like someone parked a car on my face. I'm tired. Why can't I sleep?
I hate today. I know that my depression is hitting because I'm about to start my period and my hormones are all over the place. But that still doesn't help that I'm depressed and if it was entirely up to me, losing 8 hours of my paycheck wouldn't matter, and I wouldn't have to make up another stomach ache excuse for my boss, I'd call out and stay home.
I was trying to deep throat this guy but he has a bigger dick than I'm used to and I kinda threw up a little bit but swallowed it and kept going and idk if he realised or was super grossed out about it or not, luckily he just kinda make a joke about it but didn't make me stop or anything, I'm just really embarrassed that it happened
There's not a single thing going right in my life at the moment and honestly, I'm extremely proud of myself for sticking around and still trying my best. That's all I want to say right now. If you're struggling, be proud for doing your best.
Every time my brother would go home from work, he's always irritable and he just said he's tired. He's irritable in a sense that he will give you a grumpy face if you ask him if he had eaten yet. My mom would cook food for him and he would get grumpy if I told him, the food is ready then would tell me not to touch the food. And every time he goes home, he loves talking about the crap that happened in his work like we are his diary. I mean I'm fine with him telling what happened today because I'm tired too and I can relate ( I just don't share back because he gets irritated even more). But I always wonder why he's grumpy all the time.. My mom said it's a guy thing. Seriously is that normal for a guy?
I get through my day just counting down the time until my next break/lunch. I felt like crap today but not crappy enough to call out or go home so I kept telling myself "just make it to break/lunch then take it from there". Only 1 hour 50 minutes until I'm off work and I can't wait.