I wish I could get over my crush so I can find someone else. Why can't my stupid ass brain figure out he's probably not into me? He has a girlfriend. I'm lucky he even wants to be friends with me. I should take what I can get and fucking move on. But I can't stop my heart from fluttering when he says my name. I can't stop my cheeks from blushing when we make eye contact. I can't stop my lips from smiling just being around him. I have no control and I hate it.
My anxiety goes through the roof when teenage boys are nearby. No, not because I want to impress them or anything. It's just that in my experience, they're the worst people on earth. As a group. Not as individuals. But I can't even count the amount of times I have been harassed, insulted, made fun of by groups of teenage guys. Sometimes more, sometimes less severe. But for someone with anxiety, even the less severe statements and words hurt like hell. It makes me so nervous that I sometimes even get a small panic attack after walking past a group. And I avoid it. Sometimes at school, when I have a lesson to skip, I spend the entire 45 or 90 minutes in the bathroom because the places we have for breaks are occupied by said groups.
Does anybody here love studying? why I always dying while studying😥😢😭
When I'm reading a book or other type of long text, I do it aloud whenever I'm alone at home. This helps me focus since my attention span isn't great. With foreign language texts this also helps my pronunciation.
One of my family's cats tends to snort really loud whenever she's annoyed. Kind of funny because it's such a human-like behavior.
My coworker is a total cuntwaffle. She's this fat twice-divorced gen-Xer who behaves like Daria from the 90s despite the fact she's 45. Everytime the boss complains about her she finds a list of things to tell on me for. She thinks that will make her in less trouble just because I took to long during lunch. Starting to see why the first 2 husbands left. She unironically reads Handmaid's tale and insults "Theists" despite knowing full well the office is full of Christians who have been very kind to her. Almost everyone in the office has had enough. I'm being professional with her. I only post my butthurt here.
So, I am into financial domination. I know i need to stop. But, I cannot. I'm being drained by a beautiful woman online. She Is taking all my money. She tells me to pull my underwear down to my ankles, and stroke and charges me $2.99 a minute. I know I have a problem and had to tell someone.
ok so I kinda like this guy in my class, NOT in a relationship way. I wanna be his friend soooo badly, and he's the ever so generic, popular guy. He's really nice and sweet and funny, and NOT my type to be in a relationship with, but just my type to be friends with. He has so many friends, and just about all of them have made fun of me at one point or another. We have just started to talk, but it was in health class and it was about masturbation because I said a really funny joke about the subject, he calls me out for it though just to make jokes out of my joke. And also he has a girlfriend, or had I'm not really sure they're pretty on and off but he's not the one to break it off, because he's so loyal to her and whenever they're dating she's super possessive, and when they're not it's like she doesn't even know him, and I'm afraid if I ask him he'll just assume that I like him, if I ask her if they're dating she'll freak because it's happened before, if not she'll laugh at my face and think that I like him and tell EVERYONE, and if I ask my friends they'll laugh because I'm known as the dumbass in my group because I know no tea, if I ask anyone they'll tell him , because he's friends with mostly everybody. What the freak.
I'm trying not to hate America but GOD DAMN IT I'm annoyed that their culture is everywhere! Television in my country showing American shows and people using americanisms in their speech... I realize that this isn't regular-ass Americans' fault, per se, but has more to do with political influence and media and Internet. Still, it infuriates me because there is no easy way to undo it, at least not very quickly.
My roomate got into a relationship with my crush. It hurts 😔