I love my cat. Really, I do. He's so sweet and he's such a great cat. And I am so blessed to have him right now because he vanished for several months, and I only got him back because he still had his collar by the grace of God and some lady called me. My confession, though, is that I'm considering rehoming him. Despite his great qualities, this cat is trouble. He's very mischievous and clever, and he's constantly getting into the dog's food. And now he's started getting into our food. I try to keep him contained downstairs because my family is allergic to him, but he keeps finding ways to escape upstairs and go on a feeding frenzy. It's pissing me off that I can't outsmart this cat. He keeps barging his way through the ghetto door setup with brute force, or leaping a good 10 feet over the top of it. I'm at my wits' end. I don't want to keep him crated all the time- I can't, even if I wanted to, because I can't afford to keep spending this much on laundry detergent and cleaning supplies to take care of his messes in the crate- but he can't keep getting upstairs. I love him and I'm so glad he's home, but he wasn't like this before. He used to be so well behaved. It's like he's a totally different cat :( And now I don't know if I can handle him. My various mental disorders make me unable to handle stress well, and this is stressing me out beyond belief. I just wonder if someone else out there is better suited to care for him than I am.
I draw a lot of people and it’s no problem but I notice when it comes to my stepbrother and stepsister it is a problem because I never ever know what color to use for there eyes. I guess the closest color is “blue” but its not like any blue you’re thinking of. It’s like dark dark dark blue. Like imagine blue and black and mixed up together. Every person with blue eyes that i’ve seen before has eyes that are light blue like the sky during the day but for some reason my stepbrother and stepsister have eyes that are blue like the sky during the night. Every person thinks at first that the two of them have brown eyes but you have to look close to see that it’s actually blue. i am actually jealous because my eyes are so boring in comparison.
He's not mine to begin with.
I love my baby I really do, but he is just a handfull sometimes and then tonight I have leterally tried to get him to go back to sleep since 11 and its now 230 am and im too the point of crying. Hes crying cause hes tried. Im crying cause I'm tried and knowing hes tried but hes fighting so hes mad and being pregnant agian all this stress right now is making my stomach ache so bad. I do have the babys father in my life and living with me but hes also an ass when you wake him up from sleeping and his pissy attitude is the last thing I need right now. Not saying i'm innocence in anyway cause I obviously get fustrated too. Its hard to be a mom and now I am going to have two which is twice the trouble...Im so jealous of mothers who just have all the patience in the world...I just feel like Im not doing a good enough job now so I dont expect me to be better with another. Im just worried I'll make it worse and that they will be better off without me.
I hate one night stand. Most often these guys end up to be either my colleague, instructor, or friend's friend.
I hate today. I know that my depression is hitting because I'm about to start my period and my hormones are all over the place. But that still doesn't help that I'm depressed and if it was entirely up to me, losing 8 hours of my paycheck wouldn't matter, and I wouldn't have to make up another stomach ache excuse for my boss, I'd call out and stay home.
I saw a pornstar that looks almost identical to my cousin's setpdaughter. Now I can't stop thinking about her (the cousn's sd). Fuck my life.
One of the worst feelings in the world is having toilet water splash on your butt crack...It's not pleasant.....
I was trying to deep throat this guy but he has a bigger dick than I'm used to and I kinda threw up a little bit but swallowed it and kept going and idk if he realised or was super grossed out about it or not, luckily he just kinda make a joke about it but didn't make me stop or anything, I'm just really embarrassed that it happened
I am sorry. I would block you but if I did you would think that you had won and that your occasional vaguebooking got under my skin...