I'm a virgin single girl, likes to watch gay porn and actually get wet. Is it wrong?
Like any usual girl, I do masturbate. and everytime I masturbate I calling my favorite celebrity. Well, hurt no one tho, but I do wonder if I could actually do it from the start. Like I still need help by watching porn and when I'm about to climax I put my phone down and call out his name. It's like I'm not actually dare to try to imagine fucking with him but I'll kill to try. p.s. : I do get wet when I'm think about making out with him, but I stopped right there. thanks for reading and good night
I missed my chance to say my goodbyes to my ungle as he was in his death dead. Dont do what I did. Tell your loved ones how important they are too you. Tell them you love them because you may think they will always be there..but eventually, they wont be.
So, my friend spent the night last night. I work third shift, so I was gone all night, but my sister was here, and she's friends with her too so it was fine. So I tell them that I plan on getting up decently early so that I can hang out with them, instead of sleeping all day like usual since I don't have to work tonight. Well, I got up at 1. They had been gone for a long time already. I called them multiple times. No answers. Another hour went by, no sign of them. I started panicking a bit because I was worried they had wrecked the car or something. Well my sister calls me back around 2:30, and after saying hello, the first words out of her mouth are "Yeah, you can go back to sleep if you want...-" Ouch. "-I texted mom, but I forgot to tell you; we went to the movies.-" Double ouch. "-Now we're on our way to the park to use [friend]'s spirit box. (friend mumbles in background) Yeah, you can come with us if you want? Should we come get you?" I respond with "Well, I have to get mom up at 3." She just says "Oh. Guess I'll see you later then." and we hang up. My feelings are beyond hurt that they just fucking ditched me. And the worst part is, this isn't the first time they've done this. I hate feeling like I'm a fucking third wheel with my own best friend.
Cheer for me, guys. I called my wife and her friend, and they're thinking about having a threesome with me.
My dog is very sick. There's nothing the vet can do except give him painkillers. I think it's time to let him go but there's some social pressure to "try everything" even though we know it's pointless.
This last week or two has been really tough on my anxiety and depression. Not full blown panic attacks or anything. But it's been seriously tough to force myself out of bed and make myself go to work. Even when I'm at work, I don't care as much as I used to. I'm either wanting to lie in bed and do nothing but cry and numbly watch youtube, or I'm constantly feeling on edge and ready to snap with rage. Not caring about doing my best at work is making my performance goals suffer which makes my anxiety worse. I need help but I don't even know where to begin. It's tough for me to talk about this with people. I don't like admitting I'm weak, or failing, or that I need help. I don't like admitting any of that in any scenario. I can't afford medical bills and prescriptions. But I can't keep doing this. Trying to help myself with exercise and yoga and breathing exercises helps short term, but I can't put my headset down during a stressful call and start doing yoga. If I'm driving and start panicking, I can't close my eyes and focus on my breathing. What about the mornings I'm running late and can't do my exercises? Or when I'm too depressed to even try?
This might sound dumb to some people, but I literally do not know what race I am or what to identify as. I'm Latina (which is not a race) and don't know where I fall in the spectrum. Am I white? Am I black? What am I? It's the worst when I have to fill out some paper-work and it asks for race. I never know what to put.
I think I'm too unattractive to be loved. I don't know why, but I always think no one will ever be able to fall in love with me or care about me because I'm not good looking enough. Even when I feel good about myself, there's always that voice in the back of my head thats like "sure you look cute, but there are much better looking people than you".
I feel like my anxiety stops me from doing so much in life. All regular life functions become so difficult for me because of it, and I just wish I didn't have that to hinder me. Don't get me wrong, I can still go through my daily life normally - but I get so much anxiety doing the most normal things that it later makes me want to avoid doing things. I pretty much stay home most of the time in order to avoid encountering a situation which causes me to freak out. I most just go to school and work, but even then I overthink everything and fuck myself up. It's tiring.