I HAVE A SUMMER JOB INTERVIEW IN AN HOUR AND IM SO NERVOUS even though I'm not sure if I want the job or if I want to study in the summer. I just don't want them to think I'm an idiot!
This may sound like a joke but please know I'm being completely honest here and just need help. My sister has incestual feelings for me. she's twelve years old and I just turned seventeen. I don't know if this a phase she's going through, or if she's just trying to get a reaction from me, but I've been feeling really bad. She constantly turns whatever conversation we're having into something inappropriate. She asks me if I can kiss her on the mouth so she knows what it feels like. She asks if I want to see her undressed. A week or so ago she came into my room and molested me in my sleep. And when I woke up, she kissed me on the mouth and I was just frozen and didn't know what to do. I've been avoiding her, and quite frankly I am afraid of her. I've told her several times that brothers and sisters can't do that, but she said she read a book about a brother and sister who did these things together, so she thinks it's fine. I don't know who gave her the book. I'm actually crying now because I just feel so sick and I don't know what to do. Our parents are dead and we live with our grandmother, and when I told her about my sister, she laughed. I don't know how to fix this.
i definitely would have cheated on you again tonight if circumstances allowed it
I wish I could get over my crush so I can find someone else. Why can't my stupid ass brain figure out he's probably not into me? He has a girlfriend. I'm lucky he even wants to be friends with me. I should take what I can get and fucking move on. But I can't stop my heart from fluttering when he says my name. I can't stop my cheeks from blushing when we make eye contact. I can't stop my lips from smiling just being around him. I have no control and I hate it.
I got three Whisper app and within 15 minutes a 23 year old guy asked me to do that stuff with him. I ended up sending him pics and eventually blocked him. This happened within 6 hours. I'm 16. He said it would be our little secret, but I'm too scared to lose my virginity and so I blocked him.
I took a long nap today and had a dream where there were two dogs. A big white fluffy dog and an equally big dark brown or black dog sitting next to each other. I walked towards them. The white dog sat there and just watched me. The dark dog jumped on me and knocked me over, licking me. I knew it was playing and just wanted love but it scared me. I tried yelling "no" when it jumped on me. I tried yelling for help when I was knocked over and couldn't get away, but I could barely get words out. It scared me so much I could feel my heart pounding. I knew it was a dream so I forced myself to wake up and get out of there. I'm not normally scared of dogs in real life. I'm trying to google what the dream means but the answers aren't specific enough to answer what it means when the dog was playing but I was still scared. It wasn't growling or biting, but "aggressive dog" is the closest result I'm getting.
Toilet rooms should be soundproofed.
i wish i was beautiful
midterm reaaally makes me sick
Lately I sweat a lot at night and it's really weird because I have never sweat that much at night, except for maybe during extra hot summer nights. And I haven't changed anything. I use the same blankets I've always used, I've already tried sleeping naked, with windows open. But I sweat so much that I sometimes wake up and feel like someone spilled a drink over me in the middle of the night. It really sucks because I'm not used to showering in the morning, I usually do it in the evening and it's fine. It doesn't fit into my routine, I hate the cold in the morning and since everyone in the house has to get up at the same time, it makes my flat mates mad when I spend too much time in the bathroom. But first and foremost I'm worried that something is wrong with my body or something.