I'm a 32f and last summer I had sex in a park during the day time. we got caught by 2 teenagers who ended up watching us for about 5mins because my fiance didn't want to stop. I felt a bit uncomfortable especially after my fiance took my shirt off and made me completely naked if front of them but at the same time I felt it was kinda fun to have sex in front of someone. I know it was weird but does that make me a bad person?
I'm surprised to say this, but I enjoy working at Walmart more than a call center. With the call center, it made my anxiety and depression spike. There was too much pressure to sell products and keep your handle time low. But if customers won't take what I'm pitching and they won't get off the phone, that's not my fault. Plus the entitled, angry douchebags made me not want to come back in the next day. I was miserable, I thought it was my fault for not having the money to go to a doctor for medicine or therapy. But since I've been out of there, my anxiety and depression hasn't spiked. I also thought my period was making my anxiety and depression worse, but I've had my period while working at Wal-Mart and my mood barely changed. I love the Walmart I work at. The atmosphere is very relaxed for a Walmart, the customers are nice, the managers and co-workers are nice. The one downside to working there is my feet are killing me. Once I get some better work shoes and maybe Dr Scholls inserts, hopefully it won't hurt so much. But I'd much rather have achey, callused feet than a mini mental breakdown every couple of months. I know that when the holidays and Black Friday get here, I'm probably going to stress then. But by then, I'll have 7 or 8 months experience and advice from coworkers on how to get through it. I just want to do well there and maybe turn it into a career one day.
Remember Lonely Island's "I Just Had Sex" song? Well, I'm still waiting to sing with them. FML.
Meeting people remind me a lot of toy boxes with the shapes on it. She wants a rectangle not you. Damn Triangle.
When someone uses a word I find phonetically funny, it's awkward when I start smiling like an idiot and I have to convince the other person that I'm not laughing at them.
i miss her so much
i think I'm Polyamorous, but that scares me. I want the attention and love of more then one person, and I want to give that love too, but it's scary too. Only one person I know is into that, but we aren't interested in eachother, as well as I'm still a minor in a strict, religious household. There's no room to explore anything. My mom already thinks the polyamorous prospect is disgusting.... how would she react to her daughter being one?
sometimes i wonder if i made a mistake.
I went to a friends house for a party, one with alcohol and crap. Her 16yr old sister was also there, which I always saw as a sister myself, knowing them for so long. Well my friend let her sister drink, and pretty much everyone got waisted, as usual, except for myself. Well when I took my friends sister to bed while everyone was leaving, the sister begged me to fuck her. I said no and never did, explained to her it'd be better to be sober for something like that on her first time and with someone not 7 years older. Well I sat down to talk to her and she ended up kissing me, and it was a damn good kiss. To this day I regret I didn't fuck the hell out of her.
Having a crush gives such contradictory feelings. On the one hand it makes me feel warm and fuzzy and giddy but on the other hand I'm so embarrassed that I want to throw myself off a cliff. I simultaneously feel overwhelmed and like I can't get enough of it? So weird. I can't decide if I like this. Oh, these things have been sia da million times already. I feel silly but I want to say this nonetheless.