i'm glad i've been cheating on you. As long as you think I am faithful, you treat me like no one special and if you suspect i'm cheating you call me names. But you are only calling me names because you envy my self belief. but now you can't take it, and when you accuse me I will just call you crazy because you are.
Didn't get out of work until 12:30 am last night (8 1/2 hour shift). Back today at 5:45 am today (8 hour shift). Didn't get any sleep last night. Running on adrenaline and energy drinks. Fully planning on taking a nap in my car either during lunch or after work. Also my first time opening being an opener here. Pray for me y'all.
I feel lonely. So lonely I question myself if I truly know anyone.
I'm so pissed. We made the announcement at work that the store was closing in an hour, 45 minutes, 30 minutes, 15 minutes, 10 minutes, and 5 minutes. I made the final we're closed everyone to the front at this time message, and checked out what I thought were the last two groups in the store. Someone else came up there 10 minutes after close, took their sweet ass time even getting something on the belt, went through every item trying to decide what to keep, then wanted to me do the whole transaction over to get the voided stuff off the receipt. No! I can explain every void, show you what was voided and why, there is no fucking reason to redo the whole cart. I did not want my manager to approve the abort transaction. Just get what's on there or leave it. If it's not necessary in the next day or whenever you can get back and you're over budget, just take stuff off until you're in budget. And next time, when I say we're closing I mean now, not browse around for another 10 minutes. Next time I do the "we are now closed" announcement, I'm adding "I need everyone to the front of the store at this time, no exceptions". I hate to sound rude, but everyone else got done and out of the store on time. Get to the store earlier or shop online. If you're waiting in line before closing time and the line is just long, fine, I don't mind. For the past two months we've stopped being 24/7, I've never seen anyone so blatantly ignore that we are past closing time. Even people who barely speak English understand when we're closing and they hurry to checkout. I sincerely hope that person doesn't do that again. I'd be fine if I never see them within an hour of closing again.
Guy's getting pissed when your girlfriend or wife or any female doesn't want to have sex is bullshit and can very easily go from anger to rape. You are not entitled to a woman's body ever.
no more watching my feed on IG. I'm posting and logging off, the goal is to bring my average time down to 10 mins.
It's been two months since my cat went missing. Sorry to post about this again but I miss her so much, and it's so hard to bear the possibility of not seeing her again. She could have been eaten by a lynx or a wolverine and I'd never find out... I really hope not. The other chance is that someone could have stolen her to keep as their own. I really hope that's it. I just hope she is happy, whatever the casd... I believe she's in heaven if she's dead. She had been with me for eight years, since I was thirteen and she was barely a year old... I wonder if I was a good caretaker. I definitely smothered her with affection too much. She did like to sit on my lap or to be petted, but didn't like to be held - arms around her probably felt too restraining - but I sometimes held her anyway. And the time she had fleas, I didn't treat it right away. And now, I feel like I'm not doing enough to find her. My sister posted about it on our town's facebook group, and I put posters on all three grocery stores that our town has, but not everyone might look at those bulleting boards. Everyone doesn't use facebook either. I should probably put a notice in the town newspaper too. Please be alright, kitty...
I left my hometown 5 yeas ago.. in this 5 years i found someone i love most that anything in the world.. i have a good job, good money, i live in a beautiful city but i miss my country so bad.. i dont know what to do.. i have mothing more in my hometown.. im going back there for 2 weeks to see my mother.. and im fucking afrair, but so fucking affaid that im not gonna be able to be happy here again when im come back.. i just wanted to go back “home” and stay there with my man :(.. i dont know.. im also afraid to tell my man those things :/ i dont think he would be happy there.. and i dondt want him to feel bad there how im feel here now.. i want to be we him but im dindt want him to be unhappy in some place that he doesnt like.. i just dont want him to be sad how iam now :/ i live here because i love him.. im fucking afraid.. im just pray now to not to cry the fuck out of my soul in front of my man when i have to come back here and leave my beloved hometown again :(
I love smoking weed. Alot of people don't agree with me on it, and that's okay. Everyone thinks I just use it to get high, which wasn't true at first but now I rely on it pretty heavy for anxiety, depression, my spinal pain, and to help me gain weight because I was unhealthily skinny for my age and height. But now I'm at a healthy weight and my anxiety has calmed down, but I still smoke everyday for pain and to kinda get me out of my early morning funk. Is it wrong?
I cheated on my boyfriend again last night, by getting drunk and having a random threesome, with two guys, I didn't remotely find attractive. I feel numb.