After coming to the realization that I can't have him... I don't really want anyone at all. I know this just sounds edgy and dramatic, but what I mean is, I really have no desire to even have a partner at this point. Not because I'm butthurt about not having him. I just... don't have the urge to be in a relationship. I'm kind of content on my own. Like of course I'm sad I didn't get a chance with him, but now I'm realizing that I don't really need a partner. I'd like sex (and more importantly, kisses and cuddles), but I don't want to deal with the emotional energy that relationships take. At least... not right now.
I talk to myself alot when no one eles is around. I pretend I'm talking to a therapist and then I just start reliving my life. All the times my step dad yelled and hit my for no reason. The time I was molested. My biological dad calling my from jail but then disappearing when he got out. How I had a friend I thought I would have for life but she fucked me over. How I got pregnant and relized I didnt know how to act or even raise a child so I feel like a failure as a mother. It always ends up with me crying cause I realize I dont really have anyone who I feel like really cares. I just annoy them or make them uncomfortable when I try and talk about my problems. I know going to an actual therapist could help me. But they are just a stranger who wants money I don't even have.
I just wanna see you once and I’ll move on with life in my country
period cramps are so fucking painful you have no idea, im crying on the floor clutching my stomach wishing someone would just stab me on the arm just so it could take my mind off my cramps
I'm thankful for another day
I'm happy thx u Jesus
I spent the night with my boyfriend and when I woke up this morning he was sitting on the edge of the bed looking out the window at the thunderstorm going on outside. I love thunderstorms, so it was a really pleasant thing to wake up to. Then when he turned around and saw that I was awake, he said good morning and started running his fingers through my hair. It was so nice and so calming that I accidentally fell back asleep for a few minutes, so he decided to wake me up by kissing me. Then I got on top of him and laid my head on his chest. I could hear his heartbeat and we just stayed like that for a while. I don’t know. It was just lovely.
I seriously need something to bring my energy back!!!!! 😭😭😭 fuck this group!
I need sex real bad. Not fucking though. I need a sexual dominant but sweet woman.
Im so unattractive and Ugly. I was born with very disgusting genetics. So i read about divorces on the internet to make me feel better about the fact that no one wants me just so i can imagine that things might not have worked out for me even if i was beautiful and someone wanted me.