gusto ko naman maranasan yung relasyon na hindi puro sex. tanginang yan nakakaumay na e (:
immeet lang ako kapag wala akong mens HAHAHAHAHAHAHA TANGINANGYAN KAUMAY
To Mary, I politely asked for you to give simple information to your account which is for security of your own account. Then you just made it hard for yourself because you don't want to give the required information and just being sarcastic. Our conversation could have been 3 minutes max, but no. You made it 25 minutes because of your attitude. Yes, take your business elsewhere as we don't need someone who is rude. - Sincerely, the other Mary.
When I was around 9 or 10, I started going online. I would play video games online, talk to people online, etc. I didn't have much friends and I've never really been a social butterfly. Around the same age, I started online dating. I know you might think that that's.. Stupid... Believe me, it is. I agree, and you're allowed to judge me. But hear me out... When I was younger, my dad struggled with addiction. Same with my mother. They did nothing but fight and scream at eachother, and they did the same with me and my sister. My sister is on the spectrum with Autism, and I have struggled with social anxiety and insecurities pretty much my whole life. I never had a male figure in my life who was firm, and dominant, but sweet and loving... I just wanted someone to play the father role. So I turned to guys on the internet. I knew that it was wrong to be doing what I was, and I didn't want to. But I was so lost and just wanted love from someone. The guy I'm with now tends to say that he loves me, but then tends to say when he gets angry with me, "I just want to be alone again." or "Why don't you just give up already? Why don't you give up on me? Why do you stay?" ... He gets mad because I have moodswings that I can't really control... I'll be happy one moment, and then I'll act neutral, and have no emotion. I never have bursts of anger, but I do have bursts of sadness. That and he gets mad because I'm dumb... At least, that's what he makes me feel like, and that's why I think he gets angry. I constantly feel put down by him, at least, when this one side of him comes out. I'm lost, and I need help...
I finally lost my pink glasses today. Until now i thought my hub was just a bit the "rough" kind of guy. But l noticed people looking at us, shaking their heads. My hub just lets out random insults in public. Like "today your make up looks shit" "why arent u wearing ur lenses? U know u look like a frog when glasses on!" "You should stop smiling until that bleaching appt." etc. Sometimes people would come up to me and compliment me - with a pitful look.. I havent noticed really until 2hours ago ... An employee, our cashier was acting somehow weird - like shes trying to tell me smth, i asked her if she needs anything-she quickly looked at my husband and said no, but as soon my husb stepped out for a smoke our cashier came up to me telling me that theres a mistake at the register i programmed in the morning. I corrected the thing and it fucking hit me like a ton of bricks: Even my employees are feeling pity for me. I cant stop crying ... oof. Fuck.
I'm working in a self service cantina for a few weeks now and i'll quit cuz people ARE SO FUCKIN STUPID!!! For ex. they got to the coffe machine (+10signs, the monitor of the machine even shows the size of cup u need > some just press a button and watch shit running down the drain, others see something else they like and just leave shit getting someth else 🤬🤬 When i then tell them they have to pay they'll act all surprised an angry - FUCK YOU BITCHES!! WE AIN'T SHIPPING COFFEE ARROUND ALL THIS FUCKING GLOBE SO U CAN LET IT RUN DOWN THE DRAIN?!
I want to control someone's Lovense so much just knowing that I made someone cum no matter what gender makes me happy ;)
my mental health is not doing great lately.... I've been doing so much better the last 3 years... but between the pandemic, work, a new house, my boyfriend, the stalling of my business... everything is just too much. I usually don't make these kinds of posts. honestly there's times I hate seeing others post them... but right now I have no one else to talk to and I'm afraid it's going to get the best of me if I can't find a way to cope 😭
Husband’s Mom comes round once a week on average. She basically randomly picks a day and then short notice asks to come over and my husband always says yes, even when he doesn’t feel like it. Like alone what I want, he never asks me. Just tells me that’s she’s coming now. We just had a really big fight because she’s came over 3 times in the last 10 days, I don’t actually have anything against the woman but I think that’s too much. She lives 10 mins away and every time she wants to see my husband, she comes here. My husband refuses to go the 10mins over to her place because he doesn’t like his Dad much and he might see him there and they might squabble over stupid shit. Meaning that our home shoulders 100% of her visits. it so frustrating. He point blank refuses to be fair and do what I’ve asked for a compromise which is 50% visits at our home and the other 50% at his Moms. I just don’t want to see her so often but with him just letting her come whenever she wants I don’t really have a choice, he obviously can see her as often as he chooses but I wish he’d balance it a bit by going to see her not always the other way round. I’m worried that if we have a baby she’ll try to come over 2,3 maybe more times a week. I’ve already said that I couldn’t cope with that, I’ll need some space and won’t be in the mood for short notice Mil visits. It’s even worse because my family live in another country so we rarely see them but I have to put up with my husband’s family all the time because they all live so close. I have no balance and don’t even know if I can fix this now, any serious advice/ similar experiences really appreciated. He’s hurt me with how uncaring he is to even see my side of the story and how he refuses to compromise with me at all, it’s making me resent him and I don’t want that.
I still don't have any plans for my 19th birthday 😩