I think it's stupid that people download porn in this day and age. What's the point? I have never wanted to rewatch a specific video, it's always like "oh... I've seen this one." and I get bored. Why save it? It just takes up space and poses the risk of someone finding it.
Is it possible to only feel physical attraction to someone? Without emotional feelings involved?, my friend and I became fubus (and we are of super legal age) and it is my first time to have one, although I only give orals, so is it a fubu?, I also have never real sex from my long term ex (front or back), because I am afraid that it will hurt. I don't know what happened, we were good friends then suddenly, he became touchy and I was aroused, then it all started there. If I am not mistaken, I knew he had a crush on me before ( he knows I like someone of my age) but he is younger than me, so I did not entertain the idea of having him as a potential bf/husband someday. But I do enjoy the thrill, whatever we are doing. Does he like me? It is his first time too, to do something while not in a rel., a lot of girls like him and throw themselves at him, he can have anyone to be honest, but he did not chose them. We did not talk about any set ups, its like just mutual thinking.
I can't wait for things. When I know something's gonna happen, and that it comes relatively soon, I can't do anything except for preparing the thing. For example, the weekend before a trip, I can't lie down and read a book, I run around the house packing, thinking about what to pack, planning every minute of the trip. When someone's picking me up and is "there in 30 minutes", I can't relax and watch TV for the time, I will be looking out of the window, completely dressed, for half an hour. I just found a new apartment, I'll move in a month - I have already packed all the boxes. I'm going to live in a boxed apartment for the next month and I knew it, yet I couldn't stop myself from already preparing everything. It sounds like a weird quirk, but I'm honestly starting to think that it's some sort of compulsive behavioural disorder. Because I wish I could chill but I never can. I often even don't make plans with people if they only have time in the afternoon, because I know I'll have to waste half a day because before going out I'll not be able to do anything except for getting dressed and walking around restlessly.
I spent the night at my bf's house last night and this morning he shook me awake before the sun rose and said that the deer from the woods had come up to the back porch and that he wanted to feed them apple slices with me. So we went outside and there were four deer right there in front the back porch, and even though it was still dark out, we could see even more of them out in the woods beyond the treeline. It was so cool. We brought out a basket of apples cut in pieces and my bf held out the slices to the deer and they at them right out of his hand. He told me to try it but I was afraid of getting bit so I just placed the slices on the ground and let the deer eat them from there. There was one little baby deer with white spots all over and it was so cute I wanted to hug it. Then my bf's parents came out for a second and told us they were leaving for work, so we said goodbye to them and went back to feeding the deer. When he and I went back inside the house, it was barely seven a.m and the sun still hadn’t come out so we slept a little longer on the living room couch with the TV on, but now I’m awake and he's still sleeping. I’ve already made breakfast for when he gets up. And it’s raining now. I wonder what deer do when it rains. I went back outside and tried to look for them, but I couldn’t find them anymore. Oh, and I also made tea and coffee and now I’m just watching cartoons on the couch next to him while I wait for him to wake up.
I want a girl to use a strap on with me
When I was a kid, I feel like I was a tiring friend. I wouldn't quiet down if my friend told me she had a headache, I was extremely stubborn and in my teen years I took every chance I could get to vent to my friends, essentially suffocating them with my problems. And when I tried to be nice or empathetic to others, I ended up just coming across as pitying. In the present, I've lost touch with all my school friends and acquiantances, but I wish I could apologize to them. I don't have their contact info anymore, so I don't know how. I just hope that I didn't make anybody feel bad about themselves back then.
I'm at the point of my life that I think maybe I got too much porn
EXPLICIT & TMI I've noticed in the past couple of months that masturbation gives me constipation. How much does my body hate me?!
I don't miss being sober. I know this isn't healthy but I'm tired of being so depressed and sober. To my standards I'm a hypocritical coward. I just hate existing and hate when the depression bleeds through the thick layer of drunkenness or high.
why do people dislike a confession when its in another language? or not comment on it?