Why almost relationship is hard to forget?
I’m not an alcoholic. I talk to my man about his drinking all the time. But when I feel very alone which is often I drink and smoke until I fall asleep. otherwise I get panic attacks.
I think Gilette's ad is good and that men who are offended by it are either just offended because they got the message wrong or, which I think is the case quite often, because they themselves actually do a lot of "toxic" things. And I think that, if genders were reversed and the ad was from Venus, men suddenly wouldn't have a problem with the whole thing anymore and would instead agree with the ad.
My boyfriend's dad owns and is boss of a relatively small company. He inherited it from his father, and when he retires, my boyfriend is supposed to become the boss. All his plans are aiming at that; he doesn't have a plan B, he is looking forward to it. He also made some career decisions that were smart for this particular goal, but quite stupid if he ever planned working as an employee somewhere else. And here's where my confession starts. I don't think he's going to manage it. He simply isn't smart enough to lead a company. And I don't mean that in an insulting way, it's just that there are different kinds of intelligence, and he's talented in a lot of ways, but running a business is simply not at all what he's good at, and I don't think he ever will be. He just lacks the qualities that you need to have in order to be a successful boss. One of which is knowing when it's better to quit, and I'm very afraid for his, but also ours and as a result my own future. I haven't told him how I think about this because I hope that I'm either wrong or, if I'm not, he'll realize it himself one day. I'm not sure what to do if neither happens. I want to be a good partner for him, and I'm not sure whether that means always being supportive or being honest.
I fell in love with a guy, at first it was only a crush and I thought it wouldn't last long. But now he is constantly on my mind and I can't think of anything else than him being next to me, or him kissing me. It wouldn't be that bad to love him if he wasn't gay and had a boyfriend. And this isn't the only problem. I got into a relationship now, with a guy I am like only physically attracted to. I feel a really painfull sting everytime I think about the guy I really love.
Sometimes i think about it, maybe i feel down all the time because Im obssessed with thinking sad stuff. Self pity, anger, vengeance etc. Maybe im addicted to it and why i never get out of this depressing cycle. Or at least i hope it is like that. And i feel like Im addicted to it because it makes me feel something because not being sad makes me feel empty. Being happy is exhausting so i turn to sadness. Sadness makes me sleepy but waking up from it, i get to see its that one making me more sleepy after all but then i still think it makes me better but i feel like sadness just kills me. So maybe its an addiction. But like an addiction, how do you break an addiction????
I like donuts. Homer Simpson and I would have a donut club, or at least our own donut shop. 😊 (In the land of make believe)
Whenever I find a hair in my food I take it out and keep eating. There’s so much more worse shit I don’t know about that could be in my food that I really don’t care about a single strand of hair.
My mom is really stressing me out and giving me anxiety a lot lately. I don't know what her deal is, maybe she's stressed about something, but my sister said she hasn't been acting this way towards her. It's just me. Why is she taking it out on me?
Got locked out of my social media account. Been wandering the internet aimlessly. Got more work done. I honestly think my life is better without it. I was so badly addicted to Twitter. Glad to be free.