I had a sex dream about my old principal that loves up the street from me. It was so "hot & heavy" that I came when I woke up. I was laying next to my boyfriend his hands were between my thighs, when he woke up he asked why his hand was wet, and I told him I got horny while he was asleep so I got off using his hand. He is into that kinda thing btw haha so not as weird as it sounds.
Ugh I just want this horrible blegh feeling to go away already. It keeps making sick to my stomach because I think something's wrong, when I'm pretty sure, not 100% sure but pretty sure that there's nothing wrong. I hardly go off my "gut" feeling, because sometimes going off of it lands me in trouble more often then not. I go with this weird feeling have sometimes, it's a tingling behind my knees tbh
I know i'm worthless, i can't do anything. I sometimes trying to love myself, but i can't people just keep judging me, makes my confidence down, and i end up with crying by myself. And the hard part is i can't tell anybody about this.
I've always wondered what life was like 1000 of years ago and what life is going to be like 1000 of years into the future. I've always daydreamed about meeting people from these eras and just have a conversation and find a middle ground where we can all understand eachother
there's some dark shit out there man
why do i cry so easily nowadays damn i dont even have that sad of a life
I kinda want to set up a profile on interface/Whenhub as a suicide expert for free. Talk to some people going through a rough time. No pressure because I'll set my price to free. I don't know that I'm qualified but I came out the other end and read a bunch of books on it. Sometimes people just need someone to talk to. Not sure my wife would approve.
I hate looking over at him and still after 7 years getting the same feeling as the day I fell in love with him and then being overcome with feeling like he doesn't care about me because he's always lost in his own little world. I miss the days when we didn't feel like strangers.
I kept having nightmares about my mother cutting off my dick. I think it's a metaphor for how she immaculates and humiliates me in public.
I watch femdom porn because I'm scared of men