I really really hate my teacher!!!!!!!
Some women get so upset just becasue you're not jumping through hoops for her. They put their own pussy on a pedestal. Getting mad for not being able to control your life with her pussy. To me it's kind of hilarious actually and I enjoy letting these women know I'm not that much desperate for it.
I like to listening Utaite's cover song. ESPECIALLY ZERU! I really like his voice so much, i wish he would sing my fav song for me or just sing happy birthdya on my birthday. I always shy to contact him ////v//// if u know him plz ZERU I LOVE YOUUUUU 💜💜💜
As a virgin in her 20's, I get very anxious thinking about relationships and things like that. People generally tend to have a very weird reaction when they find out I haven't had sex, and it makes me nervous to think about having to tell someone who I might be romantically interested in. Like, what will that person think? Will he be turned off by it? Should this be something I tell someone, or no? It's just such an awkward thing for me. I always try to avoid it and try to get on as if I've had some experience when in reality I've had next to none.
I always wonder if the reason I have not had much luck in the dating department is because I'm not exactly the most feminine woman around. I mean, I enjoy being a "girly-girl" from time to time, but very rarely. Mostly, I'm very tomboyish and it makes me think that it might unsettle some people sometimes (not just men, but people in general). Who knows. Maybe I'm just over-thinking it.
My life is so hard that I want to start consuming drugs, alcohol or cigarettes. ... I want to cut myself in pieces and I can't stop fucking crying. I want to run away from everything and everyone and just be alone. i haven't told this to anyone & was keeping it in myself up untill now. Please tell me what to do I want to kill myself & I tried couple of times...
Today I've felt guilty and unlovable because of past things and my thoughts and feelings. I really just hope this will pass.
I love android dont get me wrong... it's way better than iPhone but the one regret I have switching phones is the ads are unbearable. At least apple had a way to download an ad blocker all the ad blockers are for the internet browser and everything I look up says I need to root my device which I don't want to do or I need to turn on airplane mode which okay that's awesome but now I won't get any calls or text
I sometimes repeatedly say to my self I love you and try to imagine that someone else is saying it to me. Sometimes I cry after doing that because I think that no one will ever love me (romantically) because I am too ugly
I really love my best friend but because she is the prettiest and most popular girl in the school and has a great body and next to her I am invisible I am very jealous of her. I secretly wish she would gain 30 pounds and start looking very ugly and I get prettier than I am now so everyone would start saying I am better than her and all the boys in my school would want to fuck me