why am i such a bitch lately
My girlfriend has just told me she's pregnant. I honestly don't know what to think. I have the nagging doubt in My head that there's a chance it's not mines. iv been with her just over a year, and have never had any real findings that she's ever cheated on me but something just tells me she has. stupid things like I know when a guy has messaged her because I get a glimpse of the name or whatever and when I ask who it is she plays it off as one of her girlfriends. iv also seen sexts to another guy from a point where we were early on in our relationship but still getting pretty serious. I asked her if she was seeing or in contact with more than one person at the start and she said absolutely not. I know otherwise though. I don't know what to think, I love her, but don't know if I trust her fully
Today; something really grotesque and desturbing did happen to me, me and a guy from school who sleeps around alot were talking, and he had shown me some videos - mostly nudes and masturbation videos of girls he's slept with - with the intend of making me jealous, but everything it did was making me feel sick, because, well, the girls - some of them clearly underage (We're both 18) - had sent that kinda shit trustingly and the guy just showed that around, and also because they weren't really erotic at all, e. g. a girl filling her pussy with all pens in her pencilcase, a carrot and the whole length of a damn 3-meter HDMI-Cable (I didn't even know that was physically possible.) - at once. But the thing that made it so disturbing was the fact, that I was forced to realize how little people give about intimacy and thier personal honor. And, as misogynistic that may be, it has proven my theory right that most girls my age or younger are, indeed, whores. I even had to call my gf to make her a compliment on how reasonable and modest she is... Many a guy here will probably cringe really hard but you at least may agree that what happens behind closed doors should stay behind closed doors...
I honestly find it really annoying when people online apologise for their "bad English" without a real reason. I mean, when they're writing a long text and they're really only beginners and the whole thing is almost unreadable, I appreciate your apology. But if the English is quite good and - even if there are some mistakes in it (which most often isn't even the case) - you can understand what they're saying, then I find it annoying. Which freaks me out the most is when the apology is longer than the actual text. I just think that it's not a sincere "sorry guys I know this was hard for you to read", it's more fishing for compliments, hoping everyone will say "noo your English is so good".
So....I quit my job :D
I told my mom that I'm going to switch my son's formula to a cheaper one, and she got upset and scolded me. Now, I'm feeling bad. All I wanted is the best for my son and it seems like I can't do that anymore because we can't afford the best for him.
In high school me and this girl was talking and flirting all the time but nothin serious. Low key she wanted the D but she was a virgin so it was like she want it but she scared. Her friends was all fine too. We lived in same area but different schools so hella her friends added me and was flirtin wit me too. What she ain’t know I fucked three of them. She had this tall light skin junt fine as hell she took the D. Then she had this sexy mexican friend ooh lawd she had the dimples a fat ass body was bangin I done hit that more than once and she had another light skin friend lil baddie had a fat ass too. I feel bad the original girl ain’t know. She was cool to talk to but hella too flip floopy for me. One minute she want something serious next minute she wanna be single. It’s like damn why u playing with my feelings like dat. Then you got your fine ass friends in my inbox ready to throw it back I said fuck it... it’s been 6 years and I ran into the mexican girl last night.. lil mama glo’d up even more and she still want it... but it just reminded me of the whole situation. Shit was a mess.
I feel like my boyfriend treats me like a customer, instead of a girlfriend.
I was given a job responsibility I didn't want. Other people think it's great, but I don't like it at all.
Why whenever you miss a period the next time it comes it feels like it’s 20x more painful :(