Dont have kids. Its mostly horrible. Not worth it.
for that person whos has been talking to me, the girl i like wasnt at practice today, i want to add her on ig, but im too scared or anxious about it, i think i need to be reasoned to do it. idk i just wish she liked me and if she dont like me its gonna be not very happy i guess
Its sad when I know that if I commited suicide right now my partner wouldn't check too see if Im ok until hours have passed.
I dont know how to live anymore.
I'm not the kind of person who does nice things for praise, attention or recognition... honestly most things I do for others I'd rather it be anonymous if I can... however it does still bother me when people are ungrateful when someone is generous. even moreso right now with the pandemic. a lot of people are suffering financially, a lot of people lost their jobs, their homes, weren't able to buy for their children this year. so to be ungrateful right now really pisses me off tbh. thankfully I've been blessed during this time so I've been doing random little generous acts. today I went to a restaurant, ordered something costing 9$... now usually what do people leave as a tip on a 9$ order? 1$?2$? I left 10$ moreso just to be generous than anything because the service definitely wasn't above and beyond... and the girl at the cash didn't say thank you, she didn't even react when she saw the amount at all. now that's fine, I didn't do it for a thank you or anything... but there's definitely people who needed it more if she didn't even say thank you. what do you think?
My goal as a mother is to make sure my boys know they are loved. I dont want them to be like me who wonders if my own mother loves me. Honestly, I just feel like I'm dead weight to her. But that could just be in my head. I want to become someone they can rely on when in trouble. Not someone to fear.
in my area masks are mandatory everywhere... since making it mandatory in September. as long as your nose and mouth was covered, that was fine. now in December. they came out with shields don't work so we can't wear them. UNLESS we're exempt from wearing a mask. then we can wear a shield but we need to stay our 6 feet from others... so let me get this straight, they don't work, but we can still wear them, as long as we stay 6 feet from people. first off, aren't we supposed to stay 6 feet even with masks? second. if they don't work anyways and I need to stay 6 feel, then why require it at all... why can't I just not wear anything on my face if I'm wearing something that supposedly doesn't work? wanna know what I was told when I asked some Facebook friends this question? I got told to "just wear your mask or stay the F home." "omg can you just listen to the rules and stopped questioning everything. we're in a pandemic" "they wouldn't be allowing it if they didn't work" (it's on the government site saying they don't work then in the same sentence explaining when to use them). remind me again how these rules are 100% about safety and not about control and/or division
I have seen tremendous horror, pain, and anguish from an accident. I can't get the terror out of my head. I can't stop hearing the screams of anguish and gut wrenching pain. I am haunted. And no amount of pornography will satisfy or soothe.
can you have feelings for someone you're not 'with' and see other people...We have been talking for quite a bit but were not exclusive so idk...
how many people have a FWB with someone?