Ok so you know the thing called celebrity crush? I had this crush on a guy for 5 FUCKING YEARS. In 8th grade i realized he doesn't like me EVEN THO HE TOLD ME THAT 100000 TIMES BEFORE. ugh I'm still angry at myself for liking him that long. When i was over him i finally realized that he isn't perfect at all. If something happened to him i would still care for him but i think I'm over him. But he is still my first crush so...
Ok, so i got leo and scorpio in my birth chart and let me tell you IT'S NOT EASY. The leo side makes me judge people and the scorpio side makes me try to understand them and just leave them be. Ik i can use it in advantage sometimes but it still sucks. Then my scorpio side wants to keep my secrets for myself, but my leo side wants people to know them. Then happens that i tell a friend something and i instantly regret even if he doesn't tell anyone. Ugh
I'm getting myself clean, already quit tobacco a year ago, the next thing is alcohol. Especially beer. It's going to be hard, but i can do it. Once you admit that you have a problem, it's already happening. 24 hrs clean
I hate my dad. He may pay rent and food but he never tought me anything and he doesn't even let me lough :(
I wonder how it took me 2 months to write 5761 words for my proposal and just an hour for 1028 words of fictional bullshit
My marriage is ending. I can't reconnect with my wife. I'm way more into this relationship than her. I understand that it could be better to just let it end, but it is still painful. I just don't know what to do right now.
**Warning: Explicit** I confess that my boyfriend is way more into anal sex than I am. I mean I love taking dick in my ass, and even fucking him in the ass, but he's really into like... eating ass, which I'm not into. I let him do it to me because it gets him so turned on, but I refuse to put my tongue on his asshole. I can't do it. I won't do ass to mouth with his dick, I won't lick his fingers after they've been in my ass. It smells gross, it's gross. And he's really into farting, too. Which I don't have a problem with, but I can't make myself fart in front of people. I've peed myself trying. Our sex life is still great and our relationship is great, but to be honest, I feel bad that I can't fulfill these needs for him. I wish I was into it, I wish I could do these things for him. But I am actively turned off by it.
I have a crush on my cusin's cousin. we aren't blood related. But we both shy so we don't talk much and also he lives far away.
My sister texts me that since it's our niece's bday coming up she's already brought her presents for it and has sent them all to our oldest sister (our nieces Mom) saying that they're from all of us, me included as well. So I send my sister money to cover my part of the presents she'd brought. Days later my oldest sister, our nieces Mom, has now recorded a thank you video for the gifts along with her husband and sent it to our family group chat. I've just watched it. They thank everyone by name apart from me. I'm snubbed. I'm so fucking hurt. I noticed that I get snubbed quite a bit when it comes to my family. This is just the latest example. I feel like writing that I put money to her presents as well, why am I not mentioned? Did they choose not to? Or did my sister lie about saying that the presents were from me as well? I don't know, I not really close to any of them because of stupid shit like this. It just stings and it's all so fucking tiresome and petty. How to cope with family like this?
Chewing buai, or betelnut, may give you a buzz. But it is bad gor you and may cause mouth cancer. It is bad for your wallet too, and the red spitting makes our cities and towns look absolutely filthy!