I feel like no one likes me. Here I am tho. Waste of space
I need another story Something to get off my chest My life gets kinda boring Need something that I can confess Til' all my sleeves are stained red From all the truth that I've said Come by it honestly I swear Thought you saw me wink, no I've been on the brink, so Tell me what you want to hear Something that will light those ears Sick of all the insincere I'm gonna give all my secrets away This time, don't need another perfect lie Don't care if critics ever jump in line I'm gonna give all my secrets away
I'm 28 and none of my relationships have lasted longer than 6 months - most less than six weeks. I feel like at this point there is something about relationships that I am missing. I never dated during middle or high school, and only dated one person for a few months between my sophomore and junior years of college. Now I feel like when I do go out on dates, they can tell that I never 'learned' how to date or be in a relationship - like I missed the "training period" and they don't want to have to put up with my ignorance while I work through it. To top it off, all my friends are now married, engaged, or openly talking about when they plan to get engaged to the person they're dating, and I feel gross using dating apps and I'm no good at meeting new people. I feel like I have completely missed the boat on being in a relationship, and the best I can hope for rare hookup, until even those dry up.
I absolutely don't understand historical books. I mean they're like a foreign language to me, despite being my language... just historical. Hamlet, Romeo and Juliet, all that stuff. I had to read a lot of those for school and while people in class were discussing what certain motifes meant and were joking about Hamlet being dumb or whatever, I was just sitting there like... I've read the whole thing word for word but all I can tell you about the plot is the names of the people. I don't know if I'm just stupid.
I'm currently dating three women all amazing an sexy. they're all good in bed now I just need to choose between them. it's very hard however I do love the Asian cause she's so cute if I could post photos of them I would. the Asian very sexy yummy body. the light skinned lady very yummy body has a kid. she does things that I never thought of. the Marine lady has a kid very yummy body when we fuck she takes control. I could keep all three up like it has for a few months
i want to have a guy who moans when were making love.
I can stay inside our bathroom for hours without any gadgets.. I'm just there staring straight into the wall and thinking about random stuff.. And everytime i dicided to stop popping or showering, i got this part of me that doesn't what to go out.
I (m27) wrote an incest short story. My sister (f24) was using my computer and read it, and now she won't talk to me. FFS it is a fictional short story. Not like people who write about murder want to kill someone.
Hubby told me to tell him when my feelings changed about an old flame. I don't remember when that happened. I wanted to talk to him, but I wan6t sure what to say or how to say it. Fast forward to this past Monday. Hubby sees a couple of text messages and blows them all out of context. He blew up my relationship with the old flame. He keeps saying I should have come to him. I never knew what was the right time. I didn't realize that my feelings had grown so deep for the old boyfriend. Hubby now thinks I've been lying to him this whole time, covering things up, and being deceitful. My thought is that I didn't know how to tell him. I was afraid of rejection. Now my marriage is in jeopardy. I'm probably going to lose everything, hubby and boyfriend. Thing is, it's the friendship with boyfriend that I'm really going to miss.
Caught my wife cheating on me. I haven't told her I saw her with her boss yet. I think I'll just write a letter saying "I saw you with him" and jump. Nothing left for me in this world.