I'm biologically make, but I've become obsessed with the thought of a man paying to turn me into his ideal woman. Even to the point of letting him choose certain features. Breasts, lips, anything. I want to be owned by a man who is willing to do this. I thought it was an almost unheard of fetish until I started looking into it. Turns out I'm not alone with it.
I think I'm turning into an alcoholic. I don't know how I feel about that though. I ding everyday but not so much that I can't function. I get buzzed everyday. my husband works and I stay home and take care of the kids. he gets mad about my drinking but still brings it home to me. says I'm goin g to kill myself in the long run and I don't want to stop. it makes me feel better about being alone
Why are you so wonderful? Why do I feel every bit of happiness when we talk? Why do I feel this bad,when I know we will never be together? Why can't I be normal,and be happy for you? Life is not fair with idiots like me,Why do I have to be like this......
My mother-in-law has been living with us for a few months. Whenever we have dinner, she loads her plate up full, grazes lightly and complains about what I cooked, then puts it in the microwave 'for later'. This makes it so nobody else can use it. Anyone touches the microwave , and she accuses you of stealing her food! Sadly, she hardly ever gets around to eating it. It's very wasteful. Moreover, she helps herself to the best cuts of meat, the most of everything ... pushing her way in front of everyone. In our house, I feed the young children first. There are no seconds or leftovers for our kids. When my six year old complained to her grandma, the woman called her a fattie. I don't want this kind of attitude around my children. She's also a bad influence on my husband. Usually whoever does not cook, cleans up after. We all take turns. Now, he and his mother just leave everything behind and retreat to their rooms. I am not going to work full time, cook every time, and clean up after them like I am waitress. At least scrape your plate and put your dishes in the sink. Neither of them work or contribute to the household. I am thinking of kicking them both out. Am I being too harsh?
I hate when i run into some people and try to make contact with them and be friends by saying hi they just brush me off.. as if i never exist.. im dont have respect to myself anymore is it me being awkward or people that im trying to be friends with
tim... everything feels easier when you're around. whenever i had a really bad day, i feel safe and secure because i have you beside me. i don't care if the world is not so friendly. i don't care about our differences between us that makes people pout their faces everytime we're together. why??? why is the world so cruel to us?? we never asked to be born in different race, tribe and religion. why can't we be together just because we're different?? just because i'm a moslem and you're not..you're chinese and i'm not. it's not fair!!!!! i never want or asked to be born like this. we can not choose the way we born into this life. we can not choose who we want to fall in love with..😢😢😢 tim..i know it's been months since the last time we spoke. since the last time we forced to be separated..and i'm still adjusting with things. things like having you around whenever i need you, and now i have to face everything by myself. things like whenever i have my happy moments and i shared that with you rite away, but now i can't. i can't even tell you..cause we're not allowed to contact each other..😢😢 i miss you..i really do..and slowly it's driving me crazy. i feel like half of me is gone. i really hate to face the reality. reality sucks!!!!! why just because we're different, so it's a sin for us to love each other????? whyyyyy??? what do we do wrong??? i really have a bad day today..the most terrible day..the worst ever. i really need a shoulder to cry on. i really want to hear your voice..to calm me down. i miss to hear your voice..😢😢😢😢😢😢 tim, if you ever read this confession, i want you to know..i love you..i still do..and i will love you always. if you want to make this happen, i'm in. this is our life..no one should take control but us! i don't care if people don't like us to be together cause we're different. let them judge..say bad and nasty things about us..i don't care! actually i'm getting used to it by now..so i don't give a damn. our happiness is not based on them. i can't lose you just because of this. it's just don't make any sense.. i'm praying tonight..hopefully God will hear my prayers..our prayers..so there will be a miracle for us to be together again..and can spend the rest of our lives together.. i miss you, tim...😢😢😢😢😢😢
My sister is trying to buy me. I know she is. She's 30 years old, living in our parents' house, not paying for anything other than stuff she buys for herself. She has a job for a few years now and even the car she drives is also my parent's. My parents are currently out of the country and she automatically assumed she had total control over everything. We fight a lot because normally we don't get along that much due to our age difference (I'm 21) but lately things have gotten to a point where I'm seriously thinking about either blackmailing her or putting my parents in an uncomfortable position and demand them to do something about her behaviour. I don't have a job but I'm in charge of taking care of my parents' small business here. It's nothing permanent but it takes a lot of my time. Also, I'm studying so I need time to do homework and study too. Besides all of that, I have to clean the house, cook, wash dishes, clothes, etc etc etc. I would also like to start working out because I've been gaining a lot of weight recently and I feel really bad about it. But the funny part is that in my sister's mouth I either do nothing or what I do is always wrong. I'm extremely mad at her because the only thing she does on her day off is clean the dust in her bedroom's furniture, nothing else, and is always claiming that it's something I should do. I actually laugh at this because I don't see the point in cleaning her room if she's going to yell at me right after that her stuff is all in the wrong places and that the detergent I used to clean smells bad. We had a huge fight last week and I couldn't take it any longer so I just told her some truths. She didn't accept that I was right and tried to hit me. Now, this is the behaviour of a 30 year old who is expecting her father to give her his car once and for all, who brings friends home, sits down with them drinking and laughing and practically treats me like a maid, a 30 year old who claims she's been saving money when all she does is go out with her friends 3 to 4 times a week to have dinner, drinks and parties. All of that takes a lot of money to spend on but as she doesn't pay bills or food she thinks she's okay. Yesterday I talked to my parents and told them everything I knew. Their silence was killing me and I don't like being like this but I just can't take this anymore. Now she's inviting me to go with her and her friends to have dinner in a fancy restaurant tonight. Seriously? Because it's Easter and she certainly knows that my patience is coming to its limits, now she's all friendly and stuff? No, no, no darling, I'm not falling for that. What she does or doesn't do is none of my business, I'm aware of that. But it is my business when I'm involved in the situation. She eats with my parents' money, she pays the car's fuel with my parents' money, and that also belongs to me as I'm as much of my parents daughter as she is but I can't even drive that same car since she always has places to be at. I don't think I'm overreacting and if she doesn't change or my parents put a stop sign in front of her, they'll certainly not have to deal with me anymore. I have a few savings and I'm thinking about using that money on a plane ticket with no return if things keep going like this.
I don't get where the stereotype that women are obsessed with handbags and shoes comes from. I don't know a single woman who owns an unreasonable amount of either, and most women I know even hate shopping for shoes or handbags. I know a few who like it, but those like shopping for every other clothing item just as much (which is why I get why people say women love shopping in general, but the specialisation for shoes and handbags is a mystery to me).
Everyone is excited for Halloween, of course me too! But only on an avatar forum/site. We never celebrated Halloween in my country, except now for a few malls and adult costume party at work. But the real thing that I see in movies, sadly nope.
I've always been curious about a threesome. I don't know if it's something id actually do but it's definitely always been interesting to me. The thought of 2 women at a time is nice but I've heard it could go real bad if everyone isn't on the same page. I'm not even sure how to even bring up a threesome. If I had a girlfriend and brought it up she would think I was crazy. If i brought it up with 2 strangers they'd probably think I'm a creeper. But who knows. Has anyone ever done this? Details please!!!