My sister is kept failing on her relationship, i dont know why it happend but i feel pity for her, she deserved a good man to make her happy. Because of that I've some kind made a promise to myself that no matter how or what, I'm not going to get married or be in any relationship until she can settle down and have someone by her side. Btw, my sister is fine by herself, got career and house and lots of cats pet to keep her company. But seeing her failing in love make me sad and it traumatized me in some way. I myself was unsure if I were to start a relationship with other guy. My colleague even tried to set me up with a guy from other department at my workplace which make me wonder do I need to? I don't think that much. But he is a nice guy, sadly we hardly know each other. My life also a pity.
I like all shapes and sizes in guys. Heavier guys can carry you and they're fun to cuddle. Taller guys can reach places you can't. Short guys don't make you feel as intimidated and it's easier to talk to them. Muscular guys are fun to feel.
I seriously think my college dorm neighbor could be raping someone. Our walls are super thin and last night around one in the morning I heard two guys arguing next door and then things being knocked over and one of the guys was saying ''let go!'' then more yelling and shouting and then sounds of bed sheets ruffling and creaking and more screaming and the guy that wasn't screaming said ''shut the fuck up!'' to the other one and then all I heard was heavy sobbing and high pitched cries of pain and the sounds of the bed shaking and the guy that'd been screaming said ''please no!'' or something like that and sobbed until the bed creaking sounds ended. I mean is that normal? I would say something but what if it's not actually what it sounds like? Because I know some couples like to pretend that they're being raped when it's consensual . Like role playing or whatever. I don't have a roommate so I think I'm the only one that has this suspicion since the other side of the guy's room is at the end of the hall so there's no one that could've heard them on the other side. He doesn't have a roommate either. I mean I don't know him that well and I don't even know if he's gay or not but he doesn't act like it. What should I do?
Today I went to see a house with my parents. The people still lived there so I knew that in the master bedroom that there would be a panty drawer. I found the panty drawer and picked my favorite panty. I hid it in my pocket. I was never so exlurated in my life.
Yesterday i lied and told my boss my son was sick so i had to leave work early.. really i just wanted to hide and shoot my partner with a nerf gun..
I blame myself for everything that happens to me or my friends.
I live in a country where the majority loves fascism. They'd vote in a party that would continue to suppress their lives in the pretence of "security". They abhor freedom and love dictatorship. They would praise and sing songs of their fascist overlords and condemn whoever is against them. They would give terrible examples like how Greece and China are both democratic failures while forgetting that these countries are trying their best to pick themselves up despite recent catastrophe. They claim to preach peace and harmony but would not hesitate to put someone down over a disagreement. They forgot that the fundamentals of the country's success is because of the people, and not because of the scheming autocrats that sit in their ivory towers. They forgot that the people are the tools of success since we have no natural resources. They claim to have fundamental freedom, yet their newspaper ranking sits at 153 out of 180 in the Press Freedom Index (even worse than Afghanistan which sits at 122). They claim to care for the people, yet ministers earn millions a year (Our Prime Minister earns 1.2 million a year; more than Obama and Cameron combined) while the majority of the people don't even have a minimum wage. They claim to care for the workers yet there is only one trade union which is controlled by the government, and provides lack of ethical transparency which trade unions abroad enjoy. They think that living in a life of relative peace is better than suppression, and that keeping silent towards a wrongdoing is better than speaking up. I love my country and would never leave because there are others who think like me. Others who could potentially stop this cycle of madness every election. Others who could finally introduce the word 'liberation' to our society. I confess to be residing in a living, working model of fascism. No names attached, I think that it'll be easy to figure our where I'm from. Have a good day!
i really hate myself..
I with my life ia like a drama . The one with a happy ending ..
I am terrible in bed and I am now afraid to have a physical relationship with someone, which means I am never going to get any better at it.