Sometimes I think that supernatural creatures are real ._. Am I weird? Do you agree with me? Like ghosts, vampires, witches maybe as well :o Maybe I'm just watching too much television
I feel kinda bad because im 16 and my boyfriend thinks we're going to be together forever, and i know we won't be.
Im supper deeply in love with my bestfriend. But I'm a girl and shes also a girl. Were bestfriends since were in 3rd year HS. I heard that she had a crush on me but she ddnt say it to me face to face or jus text me that she like me, I heard it from our other friend and I think she doesnt know that I already know. she always hug me, she even hold my hand, stare at me like Im going to melt. She always laugh at my jokes, shes happy when shes with me. We play same sport and always dating just the two of us. She saying that shes Bi, she also like boys. Shes very beautiful, popular, lot of admirers, she plays with them and text them but shes serious with them. But she treats me differently, unlike others. I dont know.. When we graduated, we enter different universities. We still see eachother but like before. There are changes. until the time come she dated a lot of guys but shes still not serious with it. Im hurt. I just dont understand, does she like me or not?
who believes in "God"??
Music that is loud enough for the entire block to here is not okay, so i went outside and told them to stfu and gave them the i will kill you if my child is wakes up look. They turned their music down. I feel like i accomplished giving peace to all my neighbours :). 1 for mom 0 for the D-bags
I had a dream in which my best friend killed my parents with a chainsaw.
they said I shud be dating that girl with long legs and sexy hips when the girl I actually like is just average body and beauty but is super funny and also gets my jokes.. I don't like the pretty girl that my friends are shipping me to cuz she's a bitch I dont want that girl the girl I like is just simple and funny. and actually the girl that will watch me on my football games cuz she's always there to watch me (I don't know her name but she knows me) and I think the most gorgeous of them all.
Don't say, "I love you." It's not just a phrase you can throw out there to everyone. If you don't mean it don't say it. We're not together and I don't know where we stand. I know you want me to say it back because it's what you want to feel, hear and read but I'm not. I don't want to put myself through unnecessary pain, and push myself away from you if things become awkward.
I'm scared of forming contacts with people. Becoming regular presences in each other's lives, I mean. Especially I'm scared of making friends. It just often seems to me that there is nothing I can offer to that other person, so I just feel like I'm wasting their time. I'm not a good conversationalist because I don't know what to talk about, and I don't know how to give moral/emotional support. I think the way I talk is annoying, and I constantly try to change it but it doesn't seem to improve. The only thing I can really do is doing favors to people, which I tend to stress about because I worry that what I do is not good enough. Currently I only have one friend in addition to my immediate family, and keeping in touch with just those few people is already tiring. But, embarrassingly enough, I feel lonely because they live a few hours away from me in different towns. I'm just worried that they secretly resent me and find me annoying, but put up with me out of pity.
I hate the way you play with my feelings.