Some days I'm Inlove with myself, and some days I hate myself
my boyfriend drives me crazy for real
I hope we can get back to where we were, after I turned him down. I thought I could date him, but I don't get butterflies when I think about him and I feel bad because he's really great. His sense of humor is stupid (which is good, because so is mine) and he calls his mom a badass (which is super cute) and everyone likes him, including me. Just not like that, bebe. Loves you like a brother, honey, and I'm sorry about that :(
I was diagnosed with Atypical Anorexia Nervosa but I can't stop thinking it is just a lie because I'm not thin or skinny.
it really hurts when you have to let go. i feel so hollow but he probably doesn't know.
I have spent a total of 21 days in a psychiatric hospital. I wish people realized how hard I try to stay alive.
I was having a nice conversation with a stranger at a bus stop because he seemed sad and I wanted to cheer him up. It was all civil and stuff until he opened up about his problems and asked me for advice, which I gave him. Then he flipped out because it wasn't the answer he wanted to hear, obviously. He actually started screaming at me. "I don't have to take any advice from a fucking twenty year old, I'm twice your age!!!" My bus was coming anyway, so he wouldn't have had the chance to do shit to me, so I got up and said: "Well, at least I'm not a sad fifty year old idiot that fucked up his life bad enough to need it." Then I got on my bus and gave him the finger. Fuck that guy. He used up my nice quota for the rest of the month.
Teacher: *points at me with a ruler* there's an idiot at the end of this ruler Me: what end of the ruler?
I'd rather travel a bit with my husband than have a big expensive wedding
I don't know what to do anymore. I am currently financing my studies as well as my sister's. I recently completed a job so I need to get a new one. The sad truth is I only get a few more money that would probably last for just a month. And until now I am not getting any job. God, please give me more strength. I don't think I'd last any more longer handling this problem all by myself.