To The World and Everyone Around Me I'm This Big Strong Alpha Male Who Dates and Has Sex With A lot Of Women.I Must Admit That This Part Is Very True,However,There's A Whole Other Side Of Me.One That's The Totally and Completely The Exact Opposite. See,I Have These Deeply Rooted Desires Wantings and Needs To Not ONLY Present As Female,But, To Be Soft and Feminine. I Am Bisexual,I Love Women and Mtf Non Op Trans Equally.I Do Consider Myself As Lesbian
They said that men are straightforward and when they say anything, that's it. No hidden meaning. So if he said he has sex everynight, that's just it right?
I've been talking to my boyfriend about getting engaged and told him I don't want a boring expensive ring, but rather a max 150€ unique one. He told me he won't be proposing before he gets wealthier. I was bummed until he said " you deserve so much more." Life really really does get better.
After all the bad things that happened to me in my lifetime now i understand how certain people commit crimes like murder out of spite. Being alienated and lonely all the time is a dangerous mix.
I ate half a pizza hut dinner box by myself #noragrets (yes I spelled it wrong on purpose)
is it weird when I cry I very rarely have tears?
i think girls that go to gay bars are much more interesting than those regular bitches from sleazy clubs,but the last time i went to a gay bar the dudes had no respect,there was this nigga literally stalking me,i told him 2 times that i was straight and he kept saying that he would ''change my mind'',until he cornered me in a wall and grabbed my junk,i punched his face and broke his nose,for people that ask so much for respect towards their sexuality,most of them act like huge hypocrites
I feel like I'm not a good enough parent most of the time.
I am scared. Scared of what I might be in the future, scared one day I will go with my thought and carve into my arm, scared that if I do anything my mum will shout at me for doing it wrong, scared that my anxiety will take over and I won't leave the house anymore, scared about what people think when they see this spotty, self-conscious female walking down the road. IM FLIPPING SCARED
i hate when my parents waste their money in the casino and dont buy food me and my sister i hate it so much but its nothing new