My boyfriend never pays attention to me
I hate myself , u know why ? I'll tell u why , everyday I wake up and tell myself that to day is the day , the day to make my family happy . it never works I always find a way. to fuck everything up , always . yesterday I got a lecture from my parents my about going to church , today I got one for not going . wtf am I supposed. to do , how tf am supposed to tell my parents in gay if they want me to go to church but not, how do I know what to know and not know ? I'm 14 Am I confused ? what am I . it doesn't help that i get hit every time my dad gets drunk which I may tell u is every night. my mom calls me a mistake that she wishes she just let my dad cum in her mouth cause I was the biggest mistake she ever made. I don't know what to do , I don't cut , I get tempted to tho , I don't do drugs but should I start ? it's not like my parents would care what I did any ways??? suggestions what I should do plz 😥😥
i'm tired of all the meaningless conversations and small talks with people in my class, at work or even with my family and friends. why do we always talk about other people, or the smallest event of our lives? why can't we talk about love, fear, science, what will the future be like, the essence of humanity, what would make the world better, anything, I just mean that I want to have deeper conversations. But how do you initiate those ?
so everybody, how many homes have you wrecked this year? please state your gender
I couldnt care less about what other people feel about this, all i know is i want to get married and have children and a big family...but i can't because im so ugly and socially inept no one likes me or even comes close to wanting to be with me
Boa noite!! Algum brasileiro ai?
My boyfriend told me a sex story of how he wants to lose his virginity to me, it scares me to think I'll someday take someone's virginity again...
Don't mean for it to be so long, apparently I have way more to say than I thought. Sometimes I dislike my best friend and find myself lying and telling her I'm busy to get out of seeing her. She only texts me when she's bored (read: when her crush isn't replying) to complain about said crush. I don't really mind that, but when I ask her what's wrong, she tells me she doesn't want to talk about it and it drives me insane because I don't know what to do to make her feel better. Then later she says I'm not the easiest person to talk to, which may be true but I think I could be a good listener. I sometimes find her super annoying, probably because she is super sensitive. And because she's super sensitive I'm afraid to tell her certain problems. She lived in a different country for a while and when she visited she made out with my ex after I repeatedly told her not to see him. He even dropped her off at my place once and she lied saying she took a taxi, even though it was pretty obvious. Oh, she told me they made out after she was safely back in her country. This all makes her seem like a bad person, but she's not, I'm just ranting about the negative that gets me frustrated sometimes. I'm sure I'm to blame too, I'm not an overly emotional person so when she confessed she made out with my ex I just said "OK" and practically left it at that. It obviously bothered me but it was more like a "What am I supposed to do about it now, it's been done." I just needed to share this feeling that's inside of me.
i feel like a piece of shit.
I'm 18 female and I still live with my dad. I have my own job and I'm attending college. The 2nd time I ever stand up for something I really want to do my dad immediately shuts it down again, like always. I just...is it so bad for an 18 year old female who has many insecurities to want to make herself look pretty? I know make up isn't everything, but it helps hide my acne and helps me feel more confident.