I'm a 22 year old girl looking for another girl (somewhat near that age) to go explore clubs with! Most of my friends work on the weekends -.-
How do you go on everyday feeling so fucking unwanted..
Back when I was a grade schooler, I got no motivation to go to school so I was almost always late. One morning, I hurried down the stairs and put on my black leather shoes but one of them didn't fit. It felt too small even though the other one fitted okay as usual. I tried a few times and I was puzzled. Then, I, feeling irritated, threw the shoe on to the floor and something fell out. A FUCKING COCKROACH fell out. I nearly cried.
I'm only happy for small periods of time then I get bored and restless.
How old would you think you are if you didn't know how you looked like and forgot your age?
I love cats but am allergic but I still have two!
She always react with rage. She shouts, throw things, break things and call me names. Earlier she asked for a snack, and she did not like what I gave her, and hell broke lose. Her voice thundered and she storms the kitchen throwing things. She is always like this. She is always like a ticking time bomb. One moment we are fine, and then the next minute she morphs into a raging bull. I am becoming jumpy and nervous. I have already lost both of my parents, I have no money of my own, I am in a place where I dont know anyone, I dont have friends here...and even of I have any, I cannot talk or she'll be mad at me. I cannot fight back or she will tell everyone I am the one hurting her. My life feels like a prison. I am trapped. - call me blanca
I have my learner's permit so I can start learning to drive and eventually get my license. My dad keeps offering to take me out driving, and I keep making excuses to not go. The truth is that I'm not comfortable driving with him, but I can't tell him that because it'll hurt his feelings.
I need your advices please ! Actually i really like a guy who's 4 years older than me (i'm 17), he's a military and i talk to him quite often but the problem is i don't have any idea what he thinks about me (i think there's a little possibility that he likes me but i'm really not sure) and i'm way too afraid to ask him, and the worst problem is that he'll have to go work abroad for 3 months and i'll miss him so bad and i don't know what to do
Nights make me feel supper lonely. I wish i had that special someone to txt me goodnight or tell me something cute before bed, theres no point on having a phone. I dont txt nor call anyone. Idk why this feeling gets to me? maybe its cause my ex boyfriend never ever made me feel loved all he would do is disconnect me from most of my friends and just wanted me for him. But even tho we lasted 2 years he never showed me that i was important to him he just hurt me physically nd mentaly. I left him 3 months ago and cant get over this sadness i feel within. I just feel worthless