I am an arab woman, i libe in the west but my dad comes from a very remote city in my original country, i dont like him, inam grateful for his parenting , like he took care of me, but throughout my whole life he always told me and made it clear it was out of duty and tells me repeatidly that he never wanted me or any girl for that matter , he wanted no daughter, he treats my mother bad. My mom comes from the city from a conservative but not middle aged minded people, he tells her things like you gave me no son you are unworthy, while she works he takes her money and most if their marriage he was jobless, he is very hurtfull with us woman and lately he throwed stuff at me and threatened to beat me if i dont agree on his middle aged views that woman were inferior and useless, he thinks he is justified socially and religiously but i know for sure its only in his head. He disgusts me i can not stand it anymore, i am a good person trying to study and succeed in life , i have no prejudice agaisnt people based on their origin or skin colour, i can not stand his sexism and racism anymore, he tells me when are you getting married, because it will get him off of my responsability, i am used to it i am used to him telling me oitteraly that i am shit and that i am worthless because i am a wo,an but i will not let him do this to my younger sister, how could evil like this exist and to all you good cvilized peiple dont marry backward people from backward places. My father says very hurtful things and treats everybody as shit and then says that he did nothing said nothing and everyone are mean and monstruous to him, he has no friend and kept no job for more than 2 years, please people and i feel very lucky for being here in the west, i will not marry now i will study hard i will work i will drive and get someone less backward hopefully, thanks for reading i know its bad but at 21 ai have no shame saying i am done with my dad, beating woman is wrong and if you are to have kids and make them feel like they re a burden to uou well all your god actions are worthless to me, like might as well given me up for adoption and dont act like you do a privilege to your spouse when marrying them when uou are impossible to stand
I love my best friend , she don't know this . what I do?
Just because I like the same sex doesn't mean I can't go to church and believe in God, it just means that some people will have to live with who I am because they can't seem to fathom what I do and do not like.
Why do I keep doing this......?
I'm part of a cult. If I leave my church, my friends and family will not be allowed to see me, but I just want to live a normal life.
I am still madly in love with the guy I slept with for 18 months who never loved me in return and am having a harder time getting over him than I did when I ended my 16 year relationship to the father of my children.
The thought that someone I know might read my confessions on here makes me so scared
I just remembered this joke that some comedian was telling and it was about Donald Trump and the whole Starbucks red cup controversy. He was like "Saying happy holidays isn't the same as bombing the North Pole. There are no refugee elves......" It was so funny and I can't remember his name and it's driving me crazy.
Looks ladies I don't know what the he'll you guys want in a man. I don't mean it in a bad way. I just want to know what a "dream" guy; per say, would be to you? Don't hold back.
Regardless of how much you miss another person, the reality is that you'll never get him or her again. Things have changed because they are not what they used to be. Although it seemed very possible to meet and likely have that person once more, the real truth is that you don't fit into their picture. You must find your own spot otherwise you'll die from wishful thinking. Relinquish all of your attachments because there is no hope for a second chance. After all, they love you no longer. If so, you must throw them away as well. Hate and despise them if you wish. Therefore, if you assumed that seeing that person would make a difference, turn back and head the other way. Otherwise, swallow all bitterness and regret. Abandon them all, abandon them all.