So, I take my purity plegde in my highschool year. Now I'm in college and I really want to have a boyfriend. But I'm afraid if he ask for sex, and I say no, and he left me. Like, is it that hard to keep a relationship away from sex for like a couple of years?
I just want to lie in bed all day and watch Seinfeld and be a big fat slob for the rest of my life.
My girlfriend broke up with me but we talked everything over and decided to have a secret relationship because she feels better with it. I am totally okay with that but in some way i feel lonely when shes gone. I totally can cope with it, i just want her by my side. No matter how. But still it feels wrong and i always feeling like ending my life.
Why does my lips feel heavy when after hanging out with friends? Is a sign of social anxiety?
my wife just betrayed me again! feeling relieved .. time to learn from mistake
Every time I look at the sky and see all the stars, I just... There's no word to describe it. But, when I look in his eyes, is like seeing the whole world. Every star that ever existed, every supernovae, every nebula, every stellar could, all these and more, all together!!! all put together into his eyes, and his eyes shine, they shine more than all the suns!! and the room gets lightened, everything gets lightened when he walks in, leaving me with a stupid smile on my face, making me melt like water thrown into fire
What do Tigers dream of
At 5am I had a last drink with an old friend who is terminally ill. We used to get drunk & giggle & write awful poetry (like 20+ years ago). We got mildly tipsy this morning and giggled and pretended it was just "for old time's sake" and not The End. I hope she got what she needed out of it. I've been drinking all day since. Afraid to be sober. I'm pretty sure today was her last day.
I'm finally home alone like I've wished for for weeks, but now I just feel lonely and depressed. Why is there no in-between? Why do I have to choose between being at my wits' end dealing with my teenage siblings or feeling like I want to die if I ever have to live alone? Why can't I just relax and be at peace?
People look at me weirdly when I tell them why I can't look at certain patterns of holes or cracks. I hate my trypophobia, it makes me feel like a total freak. :(