Shoveling snow for a long period of time without gloves on really fucks up the skin on your hands
I really miss my boyfriend...he's being dumb and won't reply to my texts so I gave up texting him and he hasn't texted me at all today.
One of my good friends was trying to be all up in my personal private business. I got a bit disappointed because of that. I stopped talking to her. Then we said sorry to each other. But things are no longer the same. Another dead friendship.
My English is bad.
When I was about 14 I faked something like a panic attack to get out of doing a semi-scary dare. It was at my friend's birthday party, no less. I drew attention to myself unnecessarily when my friend was supposed to be the the center of attention. And I gave a wrong image of actual panic attacks. I'm ashamed of this.
my husband was addicted to gambling,we had everything,2 cars a house and money that we saved every month,i fought with him threatened to leave him,I cried and begged for him to stop,but no he never listened now we have nothing sold our cars and house and working hard but all that we are working for goes to creditors that I didn't know we owed until now,I resent him and I want a divorce but I can't abandon him like this I just don't know what to do
Something so awful that happened to me last summer in my research field. I'm fully aware it was my doing, it was my fault. I lied and I did this because I didn't know what to do. Tbh, it came down with my fear to my mentor who always gets mad at me and knowing the fact that I did it, he will get more mad at me. But it went south, all my colleagues were mad at me. It went too personal as well. They end up knowing my mental health and used it against me. One told me how toxic I am, one told me how he does not like me. One told me how I have a choice, one told me how I should be in the psych ward. I am mad because they were right but at the same time I couldn't speak up, I couldnt be mad back. I felt that it was all my fault. I had to accept and I did and I was sorry. But I am mad because I never get to tell them what I have to say. I am mad at my mentor because he could've been a mentor and not an asshole boss who sees his students like his pawns. I was not challenged intellectually, I was challenged mentally and physically to the extent of my own sanity. I was mad because my mentor could've understand me. But I get it because he can't and I can see because he's always stressed out, aggressive, and bitter. How can a man like him be such a good role model? My colleague, this guy that told me he don't like me, I dont like him to in the first place. He's roo self absorbed, rude, and self glorify himself too much as if he asks for love of his own parents. He could say such words to me because it shows how shallow he is. This girl that told me to go to psych ward, she did a mental illness research in the past when she don't get the level of a person with mental illness. Telling me that is like building a monster inside me. It makes me mad because saying I should be in the mental hospital felt like dehumanizing me. I am mad because I couldn't say a thing to these people on how they ignored their own words to make excuses to say things against me just because they have seen wrong in me. I am hurt, I am mad, and it's sadly building a monster in me. No I don't need a psych ward, I need understanding, care, and to forgive them. I am aware I made mistakes that I was wrong, that I learned from it. But at the same time it makes me so mad. I can't get over it and I don't know what to do. I just want to break something express this anger but I dont know why I cant. I feel like people will judge me.
I've met a girl from Norway via snapchat. We started to chat everyday. I liked her very much and fell in love with her and she said she felt the same way. I'm living far away from norway. One day i was out with some friends to drink a lil bit , but i started to drink more and more... i got extremely drunk and asked her for nudes (I'm such an idiot) she got very angry. We stopped chatting 3 days later which made me very sad, because i thought she were the right one. I stopped drinking from that day on. (Which was very hard at that time) i wanted to apologise to her but she blocked me on every messenger. I wish i could say to her that I'm soooo sorry for this shit but she'll never see my apologise
I have a coworker who is so God Dam Sexy. She's 42 and I'm 26. Her personality is extremely like mine and we share a lot of the same views. At work we talk a lot and even flirt. I often want to just rip off her close and fuck her where I can. Last night at work she told me that her husband was out of town and her daughter, who is my age, would be away too. I asked how long and why they were leaving and why she wasn't going. She explained that they would be away for 12 days. The following night we both were assigned to work the same area. We talked and joked around. No one ever come back to were we work and even if they did we could hear them coming and the door has to be remained locked with the only key in side the room with us. She eventually said that she was tired and out of nowhere she laid her head on my lap. She asked is it was OK and I told her yes. We were still talking and she kept rubbing her head against my head until I got hard. She then said "There it is, I was hoping that you would make the first move, But I guess I could wait." She then grabbed my hand a placed them inside her shirt. She asked if I wanted her and that she didnt want her husban to find out but didn't care if he did. Before I could answer she turned around and started taking off my pants and sacking my dick. Needless to say, we fucked. When we got off, I followed her home and went to her bed and fucked again. I plan on spending all the time I can there in her bed. I told her for this to work, she needed to remain naked whenever I'm there with her. She agreed.
Fuck this life. Fuck money. And Fuck you!