I push people away with my honesty. I am depressed and have been for awhile. I don't try to hide it because I'm tired of lying about it. On top of my depression I have PTSD. I started taking medication for all of it and I feel like its gotten worse. I don't have suicidal thoughts and I don't think about hurting myself but I just don't care....about anything really. I'm worried about how apathetic I've become. I have trouble falling asleep and when I do actually fall asleep I don't want to wake up. I don't want to go to work. I don't want to spend time with people. I don't want to talk to my friends or family. I can't even seems to have a decent conversation with my kid. I have no interest in doing anything. I don't think this medication is helping. At least before I cared about things. I felt things. I feel empty. I don't even cry anymore. I've cut myself off from almost everyone. I hate this.
I doubt that will there be someone going to fall in love with me.. just curious why people just like me as a friend, but never love me I hate myself for this, even though I felt alone, but im always the one who comfort myself
For the girls that moan at guys asking for nudes; Its a actual fact, if they're asking for a nude you must be acting or looking like a slut... Or just known as a slut.
I have never liked the opposite gender
:) i have a job interwiev monday
When I felt lonely no one came but now, when I'm enjoying my life a lot of man come at the same time .-.
me yesterday, after coming for the sixth or seventh time from masturbating: what the actual fuck. Me today, when I realized I just got my period: oh
i dnt have a girlfriend or any kind of relationship...well good...truth is im just not good enough to be in one..not depressive talk..just the TRUTH
Inner Peace....Inner Peace...Inner Peace..Ohm mm mm....
Comment everything you want, but i don't care; because my opinion is my opinion and not even your opinion.