Me and my ex are kinda in a break, because she doesnt want to be with someone she cant see. We've promised each other we wouldnt see each other people and focus on ourselves. A week later i log into her FB account and found out she was sending pics of herself and talking dirty to some guy that she swears that he doesnt go to her school anymore and that she doesnt talk to him.Its kinda hard to believe her anymore cuz she changed her password and tells me not to worry about it and trust her. Shes a very pretty girl and she likes to drink and party, which worries me very much. I dont know if i should trust her anymore and i worry if she does hurt me again , idk how to handle it.
I'm a fucking mess and I hate everything especially myself and I want to fucking die, I can't cope with shit at home, shit at school, shit with friends, I just want to end it all
I always have blue circles under my eyes that make me look like I haven't slept for three days or am dying sick. They don't go away, no matter how much I sleep. It sucks, because I can NEVER go ANYWHERE without putting make up on.
Sometimes you don't appreciate all the mentally preparation I do to talk to you and you keep ignoring me...
it hurts to know that your friend of yours just confessed to your "girlfriend"... sucks to be me assuming shes my girlfriend... it hurts
I eat my own scabs like I pick then and eat them and then there is a huge scar
On valentines, I told my parents I was sleeping over at my best friend's house. Instead, I rented a hotel, went to a bar, and had a one night stand. Would totally do it again.
money give you the illusion of thinking you are greater than everyone especially god but you are not you are just fucked up in the head your head its only thinking about currencies
I hope that karma catch up to you
I absolutely hate the nervousness I feel when speaking to him. But I want to speak to him. I dono what to do.