I hate myself for ruining everything.
When I was young, me and my best friend drew people having sex and stick them onto pylons and benches. We are girls.
I've been with my girlfriend for 2 years now and we are in a long distance relationship now due to both of us being in college. I've met some really incredible girls here and some of them are showing interest in me and I'm beginning to think that coming to school with a girlfriend might not have been a great idea.
i got diabetes (type1) at the age of 10. my doctor once asked me what the toughest part about having diabetes was, i told her it was that no matter what i do it would allways be there, that was a lie, the truth is that i've been addicted to sugar for the past 2 years and i spend all my money on sugar and soda, i know it's bad but have made no progress in changing my habbits. (i'm 22 years old now)
This isn't much of a deal, just that it frustrates me so much. So my best friend has a huge crush on this guy who hangs out with us in our group in school. Most people think they're going out together. He comes over to me and talks a lot , and he makes jokes and stuff. People are starting to think I also like him, today this girl i barely knew went up to me and said "oh my gosh stop coming between them" . I was so confused. I don't know if I like him or not but I think the only reason I might like him a little is because boys barely talk to me at all.. what should I do , I feel so awkward in school after that girl said that to me, now, every time he talks to me I try avoiding him-which I don't want to do .
It doesn't matter who I have round, even though I am in the next room my mum and step dad have sex -.- I can hear them from my rooms and it's so awkward when I have people round... its awkward when it's just me, but it's even wore when I have someone round... surely they can control themselves for one day...
sometimes my ankle hurts but not that much and whenever my parents tell me I'm lazy I say that my ankle hurts a lot and they feel bad and apologize. I think I'm a bad person
Why do people date? Trust is so easily broken now. I've never been in a relationship and frankly I don't want one. It's for a number of reasons. I prefer being single. I want a career, not a family. I prefer friendships over romance. I've always been like this. In the past maybe 5 years, I've also been developing an anxiety, almost a fear, of dating. I don't want anyone close to me in that way. I've always had intimacy issues, even as a child. I can't give anyone my trust... Not even myself in this regard.... The betrayals I've felt in life cut too deep... I still love, but I'll never be in love. I can't. I refuse.
It sucks having to lie about where i met my current girlfriend, because most people question the relationship if i tell them we meet on omegle.
I am scared I will turn out like my mother who is a diagnosed narcissist. The worst part is wondering if I am already going down that road.