I'm a little jealous when I see my ex husband and his new wife. Its been five years + but I feel sad.
I gave up every work offer for me for this dream work but until now I have not received any response. It's killing me.
When my co worker say "I'm too old for this" at work. 1. Why are u working then. 2. You're 56 that's not old. 3. There's a difference between being lazy than using ur age as an excuse. 4. When ur negative u manifest it. Meaning bad vibes will keep coming to u.
I want a rebound but I know I'm better then that..
I like sleeping around
My boyfriend always ignores me and doesn't even really seem to care that much about me. The only reason I am still staying with him for now is because we go to parties together and I get to see one of his friends who I really like and I can't see him if we break up.
Me and my boyfriend have agreed that the only reason we lasted over 2 years now is because the sex is too good to give up
I confess today that I don't like smoking pot. I've done it for years and it's one of my goals in life to grow my own marijuana. But it occurred to me that I hate smoking with the people I know. I smoke to my self and I chill with it. I'll smoke and then do my homework or lounge or read or something. I'm not doing it for any particular coping mechanism at this point. It's like my afternoon beer, but weed. I have a vaporizer now, and I'm using a CBD concentrate and I really like it. It's not a harsh hit. It isn't getting me all crazy and paranoid. It tastes way better than any paper medium. I love bongs, but they mess up your teeth. I'm just thinking about this because the few smoking buddies I have do it like it's a competition or something. I'm only 23, but am I lame for not wanting to do this? I consider myself a stoner to the core, but I just can't help thinking that the other people I used to consider my equals as far as drugs go are just a bunch of stereotypical potheads. There were days we could just chill and pass a joint or something between us a bullshit about something while we passed time. But now it's like everyone got these fancy pieces and they want to load all of them at once and pass them around the circle so that no one ever does not a Burnable bowl in hand. Are there any other stoners out there that know what I'm talking about?
I am fucking lazy. I don't even wanna tell why, cause i'm so fucking lazy.
I can't help getting tensed and nervous when I think about what my mentor would say about my lame work... I just want to disappear.