I'm having a breakdown. I can't talk to anyone about it because they wouldn't understand. I feel guilty about part of the reasons for the breakdown. I'm in pains and there's no one I can talk to about it. I feel stupid for letting myself be in this position. I'm frustrated, lonely and sad. I don't want to take my life just yet. but I'm alone and can't talk to anyone about how I feel. Everyone's too judgy and opinionated
I am a person that people say is "funny", "sweet", etc. but deep down i suffer. My parents got a divorce and 3 years old so i would see my dad only a few times a month. Normal right? I have Mexican blood so culturally i have a lot of family and a lot of siblings (a looot) so it has been hard for me to get the attention i need. It was the classic 'Everyone says Biological dad is a bad guy but to me he is the only one that understands me' case, so when he moved away to Cali It sucked. Let me inform you, he moved with the women that cheated on him and tried to throw him in jail to take all of his money. 🙄 It wasn't only that but as a young girl with a lot if siblings I naturally i felt sad, alone, and un cared for when one of my other siblings got more of everything. All if this has led me to stealing, lying and other bad random things as 'coping' idk but it helps and i can't stop.....
I created a secret IG account and people "strangers" follow, likes and interact with my posts more compare to my main account with friends. Kinda sad. Now I feel more comfortable using my new account since I can post anything I like but also feels bad since I can't do it on my real account. Strangers appreciate more of my ideas than my friends. 3 posts and I get half a hundred followers and few likes/comments compare with my main that doesn't get any likes. I don't know if I should continue or delete the secret account instead.
Something is wrong with me. (I'ma girl) i am straight and I know i am yet when I play games and it asked me who i date i pick girls and all i want to do in games is make out with girls and more.... help
It's okay to cry sometimes
I'm stupid and mean. Also very childish.
I'm so jealous of my sister for the sole reason that she has several friends she gets to hang out with frequently. I only have three or four real friends, and two are long distance, and the other two are always busy so our schedules never line up. I'm glad my sister is happy and living her best life, but I am so goddamn lonely.
I know I'm strait, yet all I want is a girlfriend? I know I'm being stupid and weird but in games when it asked me who i like i pick girls...yes I am a girl....help
I'm afraid to love again. She used me to make her ex jealous. And to think I actually cared for her.
My life is so shitty, I don't move a muscle to make things better for me.