My cousin who was 17 used to make me strip naked when I was 12 and we were alone. He used to grab my penis and make me watch him masturbate. He then encouraged me to molest my sister, and I did it because I was afraid of what he would do to me if I didn't. Then he raped me. Just once. Years ago. But I feel like a waste of life and I want to commit suicide.
I asked my crush on a date and she straight up said, "No. Excuse me." And walked away. One of her friends came up to me later in the day and told me that my crush thinks I'm cute but won't date because I have schizophrenia. Not gonna lie. I felt like crying.
I hate that feeling when you can tell a pimple is starting to form, but you can't do anything about it because it's only just starting to appear. And then it ends up being this huge pimple that's really painful to touch, not to mention it's unsightly and embarrassing.
i love cranberry juice
I love the thrill and suspense of bidding for things on eBay. The sense of satisfaction and excitement when, in those final seconds, my bid comes out on top. I'm always careful not to overspend, but I do confess I have a mild addiction to online shopping. I'm very much an impulse buyer when something I really want has a time limit on it, or it's a limited quantity.
i know she loved me a lot or better still does it but i think a relationship where your partner insults you when they run out of arguments does not work. well she broke up because i was reluctant after another fight with nothing but insults from her site. more insults followed after the breakup, that i am an asshole and she will find someone better than me. still i miss her.
In the midst of doing tasks, suddenly i want to cry. I just feel so tired and sad
I hate being stupid
It's night. I have class in six hours. I have to read 150 pages and be prepared to discuss the book in class. I've been a lazy dumbass.
I wonder how I got by this week, I only touched you once.