That moment when the person you love, talks about the person he loves. I kept on smiling while my heart was breaking.
I know our love is strong because we fell in love through letters
Do you know the feeling when you have a horrible job or day at school or work and you look at the clock and get this awful feeling of desperation because there's still so many hours left and you have no idea how to get through it? That's how I feel, but with life. My life is horrible and there's only a very slim chance of it getting better, and I'm only 20. I have so many hours left to live and I don't know how to get through them. I do have some hope left that it will get better, but as I said, chances are slim.
I know it's been said many times but I don't want to die. I just don't. I want to live forever. Please.
This lady that sits near me at work was irritating me last night. She got a customer who's Asian and kept interrupting her. When she got off the call she kept bitching about "the oriental woman" she couldn't understand. It annoys me when customers bitch about another agent who had an accent. But it straight pisses me off when it's a coworker saying that about a customer. I get if you're having a bad day or you're just a bitch in general, but don't be racist. If I get a customer I can't understand, I blame it on the phone not coming in clearly when I ask them to repeat something. And if a customer really pissed me off I try to wait until I'm in my car on break to let it out. Or just angrily scribble on a notepad. I didn't say anything to that lady because I didn't want to start anything and I didn't know if it was bad enough to take it to a coach. I just hope she gets moved away from me soon or gets fired. She was also talking to a new person about why this job sucks so maybe she'll quit.
I have a very difficult time getting my 8 year old nephew to listen to me about literally anything. He constantly tries to start arguments with me and idk how to get him to stop and listen to me. I've tried everything I can think of and I just have no idea how to handle him. it not just me he also gives my brother and his mom a hard time constantly. He rarely ever listens to anyone and he isn't even spoiled. Any tips for dealing with a kid like this?
So my wisdom teeth are coming out and so far no pain at all but if I do have any later on I don't think I'll be able to go through an extraction. I hate being put under. It terrifies me. I also hate how I feel after. I have anxiety and it's hard for me to keep my mouth open for a long time cause I feel the urge to pass my saliva down my throat. I can't stop over thinking.
High school is now over. Unemployed, no "friends" want to hang out with me. Ive always been a loner, but everyone seems fake two months later after finishing exams. Alcoholic, what can I say, I have nothing else to do. More so better to do. Its like no matter how hard I try, I cant be happy.
Can I say, you no longer my friend? I probably being too sensitive right now, but you ... sure are something else. I am bad too, I don't treat you nice, I make things hard for you. Just back to basic, I'm a self-centered selfish human being. But I rather to .... put an end than being all fake to you. I'm no longer linda you know. I don't wanna care anymore, just don't talk to me I growth to have bitter feelings on you p.s/ diyanah
Intrusive thoughts haven't bothered me for a couple weeks... until today. My brother is sleeping over at my place and I'm getting incestuous images in my mind. I'm worried that I'll say or DO something weird to him in my sleep even though that's probably unlikely.