First I thought I was straight. Then I thought I was gay. And after I thought I was frigid. And after I fall in love with a guy so I was supposed to be gay at the end. And now... I'm lost. I love everybody as long as they are intellectually stimulating. But I still have some kind of love for a guy. My sentimental and sexual life is a mess, it's quite funny in fact...
Are you giving up on me? Don't you want to try something first, even if we're far, just to see?
With each passing day, I stop giving a shit more and more. My life has become less stressful and I might be better off like this 🤔
Don't fight the tide ladies and gentlemen, go with the flow...
Are you the one or just a young lobe? And for you who am I?
I've only said I love you and truly meant it to 5 women in my life that I wasn't related to. 3 of them I met online and never seen in person. 1 I loved so much that I got her pregnant on purpose and 1 is still one of my best friends to this day but we're not compatible with each other outside the bedroom... maybe I should try online dating again lol
I take comfort in the fact that the woman I find most beautiful on this planet doesn't have a skinny body like society considers to be perfect, and she is still so breathtaking and sexy to me and many others.
It's midnight right now and I'm lying next to my boyfriend, who I will break up with tomorrow. Today he did something that I can't get over, but he's too drunk right now to have a conversation and I don't know how to get home (busses don't drive at night). It's a very strange situation and I have no idea if I can even fall asleep. I am not even crying because it's such an absurdly horrible situation that I can't believe it's really happening.
My parents are so strict that if I go out once for like 2 hours with my friend to the mall or something one day, I can't go out for the next 2 weeks because that was going out "too much".
They tell you, it gonna get better, they tell you it will be fine. But its not getting better,and its not gonna be fine, It wont be nice I will make sure of it.