I'm so jealous of pretty girls. You can get smart by reading books but when you're ugly, you have to fix it by going under the knife.
when i was a kid, might have been 8 or 9 , one or two friends of mine were coming to my house in the afternoon to play, I would close the door of my bedroom, and I'd tell them to take their clothes off, and I'd tell them to play with their penis, or stand one next to each other and make their penis touch one another. now, thinking about it , my mom must have known for sure what we were doing, and she never interfered, letting me experiment my first sexuality curiosities. I remember it being a game we were playing quite a lot.
I hate Johnny depp because girls find him very sexy. I am very jealous.
I hate the city I live in. if it wasn't for my kid who lives with his mom there, I would have moved to another city or state. but i want to be close to him. I guess deep down I blame him for not being able to move to a city that I like. but i won't ever tell him, won't ever hurt him.
I did it for the last time. I'll stay determined.
sometimes I convince myself that everyone else is much better than me, they can, I can't
I'm mean and judgmental and I find stupid reasons to justify lashing out at people. I have to change my behavior.
this world doesn't want me, this world doesn't needs me
A male stripper made me touch his penis. (He had on spandex shorts) Is that even allowed? Well, I didn't tip him. I didn't have any money. I went with my friends on a whim, and only has enough to get in the club.
in the last year I have gone with prostitutes (either massage with happy ending or whore) about 10 times. when I go with a prostitute I prefer that she masturbates me, rather than fucking. it gives me more pleasure.